Do I appear like someone who enjoys being perpetually fucked with or something? Is there a target on my head? ps. that’s not a moose knuckle all my bits are shifted to one side here lol.
What would you do if your dreams finally came true but it takes awhile for others to catch up to you about that so they feel inclined to just fuck with you?
Do you lay down and take it? What are you nuts?!
I’ll tell you what tho, i am damn tired of distractions. like I love the notifications popularity but it’s annoying to re-tell ppl that I need space and time and focus and to stop messaging me like tone it down i am constantly trying to sugar coat it and i can’t anymore i am so wound-up annoyed from IRL pointless crap that eats my focus and then the notifications hell that I have created for myself. My short window of alone time with no distractions is so small that I feel panic when i type and create that soon it’ll ne taken from me and I won’t finish I just want to walk on an endless treadmill in my mind and there’s no obstacles or people who fucking need me right now. There I feel better that I got that out.
I don’t even see myself as a sexual object when I am so annoyed and trying to focus on churning out content like it’s hard to take the compliments. I don’t know what the solution is.. i am definitely complaining about champagne problems but it’s okay in this arena because I am intentionally putting myself first and being selfish and I will snap if I am crossed and I am on two different meds for moods so it’s not the fucking moods or me it’s mt environment and the people who overstep boundaries. Since adding a sister drug to my anti-depressant that’s suppose to make me more zen, it’s actually making me angrier and fine about it like a bullet train of rage I see myself flipping out and I can’t control it i don’t even want to it’s like AH HA! thanks asshole you just reminded me you’re on my shit list from that thing you did and now u did again just now. I am tired of being two people and my anger interwoven seemingly. The solution for now is to just address it and it’s exhausting plus ageing me and fucking with my blood pressure.
The uncensored pics are on my substack ofc thanks for listening on to the next task until the next distraction or interruption.
try this view too of my substack and get the app! It’s fun and escapist and friends are always there but u see how it is distracting and part of the problem I am railing about. https://substack.com/@raymitheminx
Also got a lot going on my youtube channel meow pls sub there too.
this is why I need to be left alone my brain is FILLED with ideas and concepts I gotta shake loose and I do not care what anyone says it is happening and it is happening yesterday. And don’t piss somebody off with fantastic legs what are you stupid??
guess what? I am funny and I am fast and I am nuts and I am making room for zany that put me on the fucking map Rob! You got that? Woah i do not like that this pic is pixilated tho, I’ll make good on that later.
its a filter called *********** and not too different from my tanned skinned and makeup
and why seems a bit…i dunno, rude? invasive. insistent. demanding?
I meant it as a compliment. I want to see the real you. Because imperfections are part of a persons identity. When I was a kid and TV commercials showed a woman before and after a supposedly fabulous shampoo, I always liked “before girl.”
For example, your images posted in response to someone saying you are “flat” (?). Those are fab.
ok well i post what i post and thats that
imperfections and flawless pics, so dont drag me on my flawless ones nd be like let me see u uglier. annoying. thank u otherwise
IF YOU MEANT IT AS A COMPLIMENT THEN JUST SAY THE FUCKING COMPLIMENT. tugging at my pigtails makes me want to punch you in the face bro. get to the point i don’t have patience for mind games.
srsly too much mansplaining and DMs being so brave and back-handed compliments I get it i am your like science experiment that talks to you but just know if ur brave enough to take me to task like this privately, i will be replying publicly on it for fodder so that the whole class can see your work.
HERE’S A F—ING CHALLENGE! Spun out!? I’ll give you spun out you oatmeal-coloured charlatan beta boring wallflower and flower as in WEED. you is a wall weed Carrie, always have been.
HOW’S ABOUT SOME CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISMS FOR A CHANGE.
SAY SOMETHING WONDERFUL FOR ONCE HOW ABOUT THAT?
MAYBE SAY YOU’RE PROUD OF MY VARIETY OF SOMETHING HERE THAT BRINGS YOU BACK HATE-WATCHING YOU PARASOCIAL PILE OF PUKE.
Get me that tiny #youtube plaque we’re seven away from reaching our raymi community goal.
Now if u help me win, my platform will:
-create secret little raymi handshakes for members
-weekly moon pies and penny whistles discussions
-show & tell our collections interests and hobbies
-tantric candle making tutorials
-ill remake my goodbye horses dance video
-post a very embarrassing video that u request
-get hotter
-scream at someone
-catch a 24 hr X ban
I AM telling ya the sky is the limit here people.
happy Saturyay u dinguses.
LEAVE ME A VOMMENT, SAY SOMETHING INTERESTING IT DOESN’T NEED TO BE ABOUT ME.
when I write the code in these posts I am on autopilot so I know I gotta lock in tomorrow and be more organized, the past two days was a gathering and creating content ordeal but tomorrow there are plans so choices must be made. as for now I am gonna demolish one of the mix salads i bought and finish jackass last and whatever it’s called. Adios!
Here’s a take. Glow-ups are real in sobriety. Not just appearance but of your mind. My brain has healed and is healing, it’s regrowing the.. okay read this:
Yes, sustained sobriety allows the brain to physically repair and recover lost volume in the frontal lobe and prefrontal cortex. While heavy substance use causes tissue shrinkage and cell damage in these areas, stopping use triggers neuroplasticity, leading to measurable structural healing over time.
How the Frontal Lobe Heals
Gray matter volume increases: Brain tissue density in regions tied to decision-making and impulse control grows back significantly over months of abstinence.
White matter repairs: The nerve pathways that connect different parts of the brain rebuild their structural integrity, improving communication speed between regions.
Blood flow normalizes: Metabolic activity and blood flow in the frontal lobes improve, often within weeks to months after stopping use.
In summation, my brain is like whats his face’s in the movie a beautiful mind sometimes worse than others depending on sleep but anyway this is largely why I drank, to slow down my thoughts.
Anyway, many benefits like now I can function and share all the insane stories I did for the plot which all piled up to consume me. Vodka ruined everything. Breakfast in Russia wasn’t cute anymore or funny.
me as the dude!
so good and more to come that guy rules. go to my substack as usual tons of updates and engagement there!!! raymitheminx.substack.com get the app and use it from your desktop too, so fun. don’t miss the notes an my activity area, a lot of action there!
okay more tanning and weights out back now I’m so greasy my camera lense looks like it’s 2010 and a blackberry lol. try this url what happens : https://substack.com/@raymitheminx
walked into town oiled up like a turkey for a tan tone walk while I practiced memorizing White horse by Chris Stapleton. a chick parked in a pickup truck whipped her head at me so fast she got whiplash then I stopped singing and pretended I was seriously into my slow calculated fitness moves instead of fucking up every single lyric at the top of my lungs LOL. But look, impulse buy! polarized surfer shades, def gonna be OCD about keeping them smudge free. I got some life advice for you. Free will! I was pacing the backyard like a bloodhound circling a live wire and realised I am gonna electrocute my damn self if i don’t hit the town so that I did.
oh and then of course the table exploded last night before dinner.
like, just one sponsor to jump in on this non-stop entertaining hilarious summer of 2026 would be wicked smahhht. raymitheminx@gmaildotcom brahhh <3
maybe we can start with a new table? lol
you can pay me in bikinis.
https://raymitheminx.substack.com/p/mary-annes-fake-accent
raymitheminx.substack.com (please subscribe!) was the best decision I made this summer. One day I was sitting in front of my wordpress template and like all the hours of effort that was about to go into my blog post here on rtm was fine but it’s like spinning my wheels and expecting greatness and then several MORE hours of bugging my network to go read it and then 2 friends commenting way to go Raymi yahhhh something needs to change.
I needed to spread the news more. So, I did a little focus, finally sucked it up to finish setup and my only wish was I wish I started sooner. Not apologizing for what I am doing here, my age is irrelevant and I am more than my incredible tits. We’re in the funhouse and find out era of all the crap I ever did before in life and lived to tell the tales. Rob, why would I write about boring shit that has nothing to do with me when EVERYTHING to do with me is comedy entertainment “messy” gold! I got one lil Raymi commenting on my stories THIS IS SO ENTERTAINING and now they’re mailing me care packages. I am their selected star that they have access to. Remember YOU hired me for a blog talk when I was in my twenties?
I love the inevitable crash out and backlash. You are cute.
Sorry but suffice it to say Raymi the minx is like cockroaches, after the blast hits, we still here.
You can tell one is smaller eh? embarrassing! Not as embarrasing as in gr 4 when only one popped out first for like months and just the little nipple. elem school kids are brutal man I feel like making a group chat of a select group of peeps from elem school and bring up the past! They would just love it eh!? LOL. What an effective use of my time. I actually pursue all dumb things like this because my brain thinks YAY BLOG CONTENT it all evens out. Turns out that chronic need to document and hoard and plan for another post will make you super anxious. Healthy!
It's no coincidence that everyone of my era and generation is either crashing out hard or wilding out right now. What you're witnessing is the effects en masse of people in the finding out the negative effects of social media era. I hated writing that fucking statement
Feel free to expand upon what I think I mean here. Between Perez and Ariana these days, shit’s fucked.
Oh there’s a lil nip slip I didn’t know was there til one of my simps said so. The rest of the uncensored ones can be found shortly on RAYMITHEMINX.SUBSTACK.COM kk just plug in your email address and also make an account because this what it looks like inside my miiiiind.
adding this because I just posted it on FB and well why not share it here too. I am an angry woman at her wit’s end and big mouth on it lately bcos ppl been getting too comfortable not acting right…
seriously. seeing people be abusive and toxic to you on-repeat when you tell them to stop and they keep doing it anyway and then you blow a gasket because you see what they are doing and anticipate it, then they gaslight that they’re “doing nothing” to you. ALL that results in for me is an even bigger explosion down the road. The more you invalidate me and push me, make me feel powerless in lieu of peace and harmony which is actually fully attainable, YOU are the problem. You are the common denominator. Without fail. I am here only for good times. I am not suffering from your moods too. I take care of my own. You don’t even take care of your own emotional bullshit. And I am sick of repeating myself. How is it that I am the one who has a counselor and is sober and medicated yet no one else who is wilding out on me is taking care of their own mental health? Just focused on me and mine. I am not your punching bag so say less to me.
we’re handing out examples here so if you wanna be made one of too just LMK.
