i did not actually partake in coug crawl. just the food. the cougs were too slacker on the getting out the door in time for comedy club 54 thing so we just drank their booze ate their food hung with holly then skiddapped home. passed on the dance club scene, heard some bad things.
mom/angie had to force/beg the cutting of my ends.
boo you can’t embed official music vids from youtube anymore. guh-aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAY! so ron sexsmith that title is dedicated to you.
the flash changes how it appears IRL entirely.
walk-in closet meet the internet.
internet, meet all my canadian tuxedos.
i’m so tall/angie’s so short had to stand in order for her to be able to trim my ends.
i call this one jennifer aniston-level depression. i’m suckin’ on some ibuprofen gel caps.
before. more pics later.
now guess where we’re headed.
cross your fingers for me i’m going with my old hairdresser today (yes angie, steph) and the last time we did this my hair turned orange. i demanded platinum and kinda didn’t have the patience for the whole phases/process in doing that so orange-tinted blond floaty bangs it was. brutal. i’ll locate a pic. it was so bad i dyed it black a week later.
i haven’t seen these in aaaages.
then as the roots came in mmmm.
clearly bangs and blond on me do not mix. so glad i looked at these. hmm though maybe now that i’m thinner and my hair is longer it could work…talk me out of it right now!
i feel sorry for everyone who had to hang around that hairdo.
i guess the top was alright just the bottom got all mangled.
yikes all around.
say a prayer or two as well cos i will be with my mother during this experience. plus everyone in the household (italian) will be yelling the entire time. chill pills, check. zune, battery full. lets do this.
Fred
Hi Raymi, How are you? I was searching for someone for hot encounters and I came across your website so I added you as a friend. Tell me more about you hun. I.m 44 single. get back to me
Raymi Lauren White
do you know who i am (checking to see how far i can take this)(ps hot encounters what?)
Fred
No I don’t but I would like too, Message me back
Raymi Lauren White
i am hot and 26 years old. you are 44 (dubious)(and NOT hot). what do you have going for you that could possibly be of any interest to me?
meanwhile he’s simultaneously trying to chat me.
Fred
Hello Raymi
Raymi
yes (what?)
Fred
How are you ?
How are you ?
I came across your website and you had a interesting story
Raymi
i did?
Fred
yes
Raymi
which was?
Fred
it was about, you not having no one in your life you were depressed, no boyfriend never going out
Fred
Something about you purchasing chocolates, almost eating the whole box but then you decide to leave some for your brother
Raymi
guy are you fucking with me
Fred
no
Raymi
where are you from
Fred
********* (way too close for comfort)
you?
Raymi
where did you find this story about me
Fred
It was a blog I came across on the net
freaky story
or what
Raymi
what blog
oh wait yeah i wrote that a long time ago
Fred
I would have to go back
and try to find it
did you?
Raymi
no its ok
did you get the message i sent you
Fred
yes just answering the phone
im back though
your cute hun
Raymi
no the one i sent to your inbox
Fred
yeah I got it and no I don’t know you>
but i like too
Raymi
no i said im hot and 26 and u are 44 what makes you think you have a chance (sorry being honest)(not sorry)
Fred
yes, you like older men
Raymi
older hot men
Fred
your are hot
Raymi
thanks i know
Fred
you don’t find me atractive
Raymi
you’re a little husky for my liking
no offense
Fred
Im 6’2″, 253lbs
Raymi
(and that’s supposed to impress me?)(ps the brackets are my afterthoughts to you guys not him) thats a lot
im 5’8 122
Fred
Im a big indian
whats your background
Raymi
native indian?
Fred
Yeah im ****** indian / ********
how about you
Raymi
does it matter
Fred
No I was just asking?
Raymi
ok sorry for being bitchy im kinda busy
Fred
well I guess your not interested
Raymi
you think? (ding ding ding!)
Fred
or are you
maybe?
Raymi
sigh (fuck no)
Fred
is that a good sigh
you there?
Raymi
n
o
Fred
hello
your not in a good mood
Raymi
(it’s) you’re(!)
Fred
always
Raymi
(omg i wasn’t asking) ok i have to go now bye
Fred
okay TTYL
chow
Raymi
(HAHA CHOW) ciao
Fred
bye hun
i’ll be on later we’ll chat
yeah no, we won’t.
well that was boring and what a scholar. blocked.
holy shit today’s been productive!
wise time to stop filming haha. that sure woulda been a nice picture.
THU-RILLING!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kK7bcNVHfrU
in a few other vids it totally looks like i’m wearing bike shorts. funny reverse colour double taker. it went over well at montana’s.
dumpy outfit choice one with dumb wet hair. preggo-vision!
lets slutty it up a few.
backyard is completely blanketed in snow. dogs are loving it. the kitchen floor is not.
well a temporary fix for now for sure though.
i laid in bed all day it felt really strange. like when i used to live with my dad in oakville, i’d sleep all day long til like 4 then get up and stay up til 2, just givin’er. definitely felt some guilt and a bit of anxiety away from computer. was thinking of getting a blackberry (my phone is archaic) but then wondered why? i don’t yearn to update the world about going for a tan or being wasted at a show. we don’t have cable here either so i am fully out of the television loop. again, don’t miss it. though there is a small hankering for watching shows i “couldn’t” before, real shitty ones like the (upcoming?) real housewives of dc.
anyway, the only social interaction i had today (most days) was dave coming by with gravol and pepto on his way back from getting some parts for work. resistors. i asked if they resisted much. he said they didn’t put up much of a fight.
last nite my dad and brother came over for some scrabble cards, scrabble and uno. we tied one on. right in the middle i came down with some bad nausea, dizziness, hot chills, very bizarre. dave’s mom made mention of a 4 day nausea bug going around. my brother just had it too so there you go. was woken up at 6am out of sleep. i started dreaming about wendy’s, a wendy’s frosty and then nausea pulled me out of it had to put on my hippie overalls and crouch on the couch for awhile. brutal.
it reminded me of all the other times in my past where nausea hits me like a ton of bricks and i’m up at 4am til the sun shines, it happened way too many times. that’s when i started to realize i had bad anxiety.
this post filed under COOL STORY!
stay tuned for what i actually maaaaade! (check blog title)
that’s what today was all about. i hope you catch it. no i don’t just kidding. no i’m not. ugh so weeeak what is wrong with me. nausea poor vision clumsy chills party.
