I’m leveling up and I cant leave you behind

Would you prefer to be who you are going to be or who you use to be?

Like, did you have a glow-down and now you reflect on pictures of your former youthful, vibrant self, and wish for that again or do you lock in (gotta stop saying that) double down and glow the fuck up?

My body isn’t perfect yet but it’s not bad. Nitpicking over it is stupid when the majority do not care, it’s the insipid internet trollish losers who attack confident women online. Yesterday one guy from Regina and also from a sober group I am in on facebook thusly should know better bcos ex-drinkers are suppose to be all kumbaya with each other but anyway he put a laugh emoji under the pic I posted yesterday so I ofc wanted to know why. I messaged him and asked why he put a laugh emoji and he said Why spred out like that …looks fucked up and obviously I snapped and at that same time he left a comment on my post saying I was a barrel with chicken legs on it LOL — I went nuclear. AND as it so happens also at the same time facebook decided there was sus activity on my account and had to make sure I was me tf so I couldn’t reply to any messages which are always blowing up. I reported him and said go fuckin relapse u trashbag.

He had effectively highlighted and diagnosed a major body insecurity of mine and was it the most flattering picture to showcase of what I consider (for me at least) to be progress? maybe not but fuck man, he got me good. Then my mind went down a rabbit hole of self consciousness meanwhile I’m receiving likes and supportive comments pumping my ego and yet this motherfucker has the gall to try to make me feel small. So I go and look at his profile, he’s not ugly but he’s sure as well a bored Saskatchewan hick who does renos of some sort using only one selfie picture that’s black and white. super sus. can tell makes a habit of trolling women on Facebook as a hobby.

Motivated more than ever. I am setting a goal of losing 10lbs. Locking in. 213 days no alcohol.

this reveals a weakness and an achievement at the same time. trolls do not like when you are winning and they take every opportunity they can to attack insecurities. I could post an even more toned picture with the same caption and he would have said something to take me down.

In the past I posted topless pictures here often and looking back some very unflattering unfit pictures that I would never post today.

Haters are my motivators in the words of canceled Ellen Degenerate who no doubt stole it from someone else. We’re not suppose to feed the trolls but I gotta a little bit. I am addicted to fighting in only to right wrongs but ultimately it is a massive waste of time but sometimes you can change the mind of a cretin pos woman-hating incel but mostly no you can’t. I hope anyone afflicted with manosphere brainwashed sons does the right thing asap.

I love this place. I’ll go back to doing blog posts like these with pictures of my adventures not just selfies combined with my long diatribes of all my insistent opinions.

kk gotta decide what trouble to get in today it’s so hot. lemme know if u wanna bully some targeted harassment to this troll’s way I will oblige it.

Also I do some light-sponsoring now and had a call with a friend in some need of Raymi advice yesterday, I’ll leave with you now. I told him:

MEPS Mentally Emotionally Physically Spiritually ask yourself that thru out the day

Youre not fixed yet

He made it thru yesterday without drinking and now will make it thru today too and I am proud of that for him it takes someone to set you straight sometimes to yank you out of your addictive cycle it can be very scary and hard to stop when you are in it. My heart goes out to all the addicts suffering out there.