yesterday i took that iq test and i got 129 and i cheated a little bit too cos by the 8th page i was super impatient with it. anyway fil and i argued over one of the questions for at least TWO HOURS all together. first at the green room then on the couch in front of the television then i brought it up again in bed and then this morning also. i see his way of thinking but i also think i am right and believe that there are two possible answers to this question and i am not going to post what the question is or my answer until i ask a few other people first.
the moral of the story is fil thinks he knows everything but he doesn’t.
not to be a racialist or anything but is it like a requirement for all asians especially chicks to dig radiohead/thom yorke? just wondering, love raymi.
the moral of the story is every asian person i know is super into radiohead specifically kid-a and onward i just wanted to know why.
if you’re feeling extra-curricular you could tell me the story behind the just video also.
i stayed up reading til past two then i tried to molest fil in his sleep but gave up i have a headache it is chilly i’m going to return the movie and go eat in a dark corner by myself and draw pictures of people sherri said i have a wall around me and people don’t know how to get to know me or be around me and i said that’s just how i am built up coolness and stef said i am only popular on the internet and radmad said girls must not like being around me much that’s three insults in three days from three different girls even stefan/snake said i was abrasive like very abrasive.
i get abrasive on purpose to push people away i guess and some people take it way personally but even times i am not being abrasive just you know being me, saying nothing, people get offended by that too like they are expecting me to be yelling all the time and telling stories that don’t go anywhere. if you want to get “in” you don’t have to be invited you know just like, come in already.
anyway people feel the need to tell me their opinions about me all the time and even to my face whereas i have the tact to keep the shit i think about them to myself and i know where it comes from it’s something like jealousy mixed with hate and appreciation but mostly they hate me cos i exist cos whatever it is they may think i am about it’s annoying to know there is someone like me in the world who is “abrasive” who “gets it” when it’s always suppose to be them and not me. whatever.
HEY DOODS THANKS FOR THE UNWARRANTED PSYCHO-ANALYSIS NOW IT’S MY TURN TO DO YOU!!
porkn says: hi
raymi says: what
porkn says: just saing hi to one of my favorite people
raymi says: fuck you i hate you
porkn says: why would you hate me?
raymi says: cos yer a prick with a crappy life and you take it out on other people
i’m not suppose to tell what i am about to write but i am going to anyway cos i am proud of it. we rented click last nite and while parts are quite funny there’s a lot of depressing scenes and FIL CRIED. we are coming up to our 2 year anniversary and i have not once seen him cry but this adam sandler movie finally made him cry. thinking back to other movies we’ve seen i now think maybe he was secretly crying to other shit and now i know the way he covers it up. of course i was bawling, tears pooling at my chin under my lip, blind ugly crying and i look over at fil and i see tears. then i yelled THIS IS A BREAKTHROUGH FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP a hundred times and smothered him with kissing and other barf-inducing/jealousy shit if you are single and witnessed it. fil is going to kill me and prolly never cry again but oh well. nice knowing you guys/blog. oh and yes some of it was drunk-crying but STILL it was crying.
