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Weird to feel body-shamed or shame of body for posting it here weird that I am cringing right now mentally?? when I am so hugely confident what is it like oh ya I’ve circled the wagons on all platforms now to add something here too. at night I’m a livewire for ideas and topics here and it’s so evident I am scattered and stretched thin but it’s coming together or will be.

just came across this interesting post on threads that is kinda pertinent..

there’s something so satisfying about seeing people’s Nasty energy come out that you clocked as weird. especially when you’ve kept it private. Ugh God it’s so good. But also a teensy part of me is also like “IT TOOK YALL LONG ENOUGH!”

ps. hit up my raymitheminx.substack.com for more loosey-goosey heheheh.

and via the app is fun/desktop http://substack.com/@raymitheminx if you know you know. substack is Onlyfans for writers streets are saying. what took me so ling was the comeback.

here’s what i posted on mine today along with my chestsicles.

hey buddies yesterday was lovely i walked like a psycho and am going longer distances like it ain’t no thing i might bike today instead we’ll see, i dig the music part of the leisure sport and cycling while being a music video in my head is dangerous shit i am very absent-minded so no music if bike, music video if walk kk.

my face was red from the sun had to reapply my spf tint before the meeting so i was very tanned last night LOL and my face was hot from coffee and shyness when i stood up jumped up skipped down to get my 11 month chip my face was BURNING i am very very shy then when i spoke later on during the share circle i almost passed out from the adrenaline rush thru my body it’s totally a drug but i learned that i need to man the fuck up and be less of a child, speak with discernment and no offense but who the fuck cares about me or knows me, no one so i have to tell tell tell the story better way better and get right to the meat and the funny. i will fucking do this! it’s my destiny now here’s my tits.

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https://raymitheminx.substack.com/p/chewsday

accidentally drew lipstick all over my lips like a crayon lol.

leave a comment so i know im real.

Hi okay, hi hi, yeah, yeah, yeah let’s get all this fanfare and fuss out of the way now.

I just read my homework notes from Emily‘s talk we had last week re: my book and I really need to strap in.

I was a little bit overwhelmed and concluded FUCK THIS BOOK I can’t do this but like, it’s only 9am why am I already quitting?

This is what extreme anxiety is like. You are pretty much useless and anything you do achieve is actually a pat on the back but anyway, I said NO to those thoughts, go blog, and here I am.

I swear I have the maturity level of a fucking jelly bean yes I see it too but isn’t it just wonderful!

I think so. If you can just tap dance thru life like a stupid fucking moron then you have got it figured out. More or less.

in between drug deals with the guy I was dating at the time. I am 19 yrs old, an online model in secret, a famous it girl blogger dating a scary dealer in Toronto on my way to a nervous breakdown.

I have a list of words and each word is a chapter to build from and Emily said 30-40 chapters about so I fired off a list while we were on that call. Emily emailed her minutes too thank god.

Structure is my enemy but I love routine and need it, close to bringing it all together now. Emily’s notes are so good and my immediate opportunistic thought is to share them here with you but you can’t do that, you have to save it. I am so impulsive that’s why blogging is intoxicating I get immediate dopamine hits when I share everywhere in lieu of saving chapters for a book then experiencing better gains then instead and more. wtv I need a fucking podcast yesterday and my friend from grade school’s daughter watches my instagram bullshit and told her mom I should do Onlyfans yeah yeah I know we’ll get there.

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At this rate it will be forty years til I publish my book and then we can call it my opus fuckin’turd get it done.

here’s my list of words tho, I will redact some..

Sadness
Hospital
Webcam
Blog
Rehab
Mania
9/11
Six months in mansions
Holland
Maine
LA psychosis
Toronto
M___
___ muskoka
Beaches
Burlesque
Family
Internet
Social media
Insecurity
Anger
Humour
Dreams
Bingeing tv
OCD
Bipolar

Let me know if I am missing anything lol kk ttyl xo don’t be a Chooch!

ps. you know I love my definitions…

“Chooch” is Italian-American slang for a fool, dummy, or goofball, often used playfully among friends or family.

“Chooch” is a slang term primarily used in Italian-American communities, especially in the Northeastern United States, including New York, New Jersey, and Philadelphia

It refers to someone who acts foolishly, makes silly mistakes, or behaves in a gullible or stubborn way. While it can be teasing or mildly derogatory, it is often used affectionately, similar to calling someone a “goofball” or “dummy” in a playful context

The term originates from the Italian word ciuccio, which literally means “donkey” or “pacifier” in Southern Italian dialects

. Italian immigrants in the U.S. adapted the word into “chooch,” reflecting local accents and speech patterns. Over time, it became a common nickname or playful jab within Italian-American families and neighborhoods

Playful/affectionate: Used among friends or family to gently tease someone for a minor mistake or silly behavior. Example: “Oh come on, don’t be such a chooch!”

Mildly negative: Can describe someone acting clueless or foolish, but it is rarely meant as a serious insult
Context-dependent: The tone, relationship, and setting determine whether it feels teasing, affectionate, or slightly critical

Cultural Context
“Chooch” is regionally specific and may not be widely recognized outside Italian-American communities in the Northeast. It has not entered mainstream English and is mostly used in informal, familial, or community settings

Its playful nature makes it suitable for casual conversation but less appropriate in professional or unfamiliar contexts.
In short, a chooch is a lovable fool or goofball, a term that blends Italian heritage with American slang, often used to poke fun at someone without causing offense

speed reading here I don’t see anything about Jersey Shore hmm…