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Weird to feel body-shamed or shame of body for posting it here weird that I am cringing right now mentally?? when I am so hugely confident what is it like oh ya I’ve circled the wagons on all platforms now to add something here too. at night I’m a livewire for ideas and topics here and it’s so evident I am scattered and stretched thin but it’s coming together or will be.

just came across this interesting post on threads that is kinda pertinent..

there’s something so satisfying about seeing people’s Nasty energy come out that you clocked as weird. especially when you’ve kept it private. Ugh God it’s so good. But also a teensy part of me is also like “IT TOOK YALL LONG ENOUGH!”

ps. hit up my raymitheminx.substack.com for more loosey-goosey heheheh.

and via the app is fun/desktop http://substack.com/@raymitheminx if you know you know. substack is Onlyfans for writers streets are saying. what took me so ling was the comeback.

here’s what i posted on mine today along with my chestsicles.

hey buddies yesterday was lovely i walked like a psycho and am going longer distances like it ain’t no thing i might bike today instead we’ll see, i dig the music part of the leisure sport and cycling while being a music video in my head is dangerous shit i am very absent-minded so no music if bike, music video if walk kk.

my face was red from the sun had to reapply my spf tint before the meeting so i was very tanned last night LOL and my face was hot from coffee and shyness when i stood up jumped up skipped down to get my 11 month chip my face was BURNING i am very very shy then when i spoke later on during the share circle i almost passed out from the adrenaline rush thru my body it’s totally a drug but i learned that i need to man the fuck up and be less of a child, speak with discernment and no offense but who the fuck cares about me or knows me, no one so i have to tell tell tell the story better way better and get right to the meat and the funny. i will fucking do this! it’s my destiny now here’s my tits.

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https://raymitheminx.substack.com/p/chewsday

accidentally drew lipstick all over my lips like a crayon lol.

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