i DO ignore you, you guys ARE boring, i am NOT a hipster i don’t fucking care what you think about my blog you were just content fodder for five minutes and who said anything about journalism, you guys did, i take the piss out of everything and i write like a monkey and i’m STILL light years more interesting than you will ever be. ps you hate hipsters cos you are not cool and you are insecure and are pre-dissing hipsters cos you think they would dis you and yeah with your attitude, they probably would.
raymi | Homepage | 12.21.06 – 11:57 am | #

i do not even know the bands that you are referencing actually. so you hate a specific group of people because they like stuff that you don’t like, good for you, do you feel like you’re winning and the only one who has ever thought that before? actually, most hipsters fixate on wearing MODERN clothing NOT vintage. merkley suggested you should apologize so you came here and gave me a “lesson” and everything BUT an apology, why even bother? it appears you have the look-at-me factor not unlike the hipsters you can’t stop referencing, and merkley was making nice with you and you thought that yeah you were getting on and then he realised that you went and did the opposite of what he suggested so yes you blew it. so, i am looking at you, and, i don’t see much. you are depressed about being a dullard and that’s not my fucking fault nor problem. i’m sure you’re a nice person and reasonable but being uncool is not an excuse for poor behaviour and making your mind up about shit that you don’t know anything about. would you say any of this shit to my face, i doubt it. i don’t go judging people until i know enough about them and THEN i go to town. did you see me in that leafy forum calling shit on other people who all jumped on the hate on raymi’s blog bandwagon, no, i don’t have that kind of time and while i love when the subject is about me whether it negative or positive you guys were just pathetic you could’ve done better, should have done your research.
raymi | Homepage | 12.21.06 – 1:23 pm | #

so you weren’t expecting me to be so tough and that’s why you and yer crew attacked me that’s pretty mean i mean, objectively so, that people would attack some allegedly defenseless girl cos they think they are stronger than she is, that’s pretty low, and coming from ME wow that is saying a lot and luckily i am not defenseless. my archives are on my right sidebar down the page some, it’s a drop-down menu thing. don’t project your disdain for emo hipsters onto me why do you think i don’t use lj. also it was just a fluke that i name-dropped walmart and headaches i was not referring to you specifically at all but it’s funny that i was right, again.
raymi | Homepage | 12.21.06 – 2:19 pm | #

if you want to see what i am referring to go here.

GWLH meet RITA

me: i dont have time nor respect for people who aren’t cool and who do not respect themselves enough to become cool and they hate on those who have spent years fine-crafting their cool
don’t give me yer shit
coolness is an art and it is also a skill
it cannot be faked

merkley???: no kidding

me: it’s like gay you’re born with it

merkley???: cool is one of the rarest qualities
holy shit

me: hipster is just the current term for it or was in my opinion, cos, being cool, i know that hipster is pretty much over

merkley???: i just looked at her journal

me: even hipsters hate hipsters

merkley???: she is basically lilly tilly and hilly all rolled into one
http://violalee.livejournal.com/

me: HA
perfect
SORRY I DONT BLOG ABOUT WAL-MART AND QUILTS AND SEX AND THE CITY
not to mention livejournals are group blogs
so these people are not confident enough in their content to do it on their own
some stranger411 has to pipe in about their headache and cats

dfas/kjas kdjs

Hah

i walked around this store for an hour yesterday after being on a crowded fucking subway i found maybe 15 things for various people and a few things for me cos the only way i can deal with being out in public is dropping disgusting amounts of money on myself anyway after about an hour like i said i go to check-out and there are 40 people in line and growing fast around me i mean right before my eyes so i went to most of the tables and put all my shit back in the right places more or less and left in a very bitter frazzled mood.

do you know how irritating it is to walk around picking up items for the people you love and thinking about them very carefully each and every one of them, it takes up a lot of brain energy and then after an hour of walking around sweating in your jacket and your arm is numb from holding everything and your purse you go to pay and all that careful selecting was nothing but a huge waste.

so i went to the mall and walked around in a huge daze being bumped by everyone and their aunt and people having yelling conversations all around me i am never going back to the eaton centre around the holidays again and this time i fucking MEAN IT.

i went to le chateau and bought a sweater a hat some tights and socks and 120 dollars later i have ME totally covered and everyone else, i have not purchased one thing, for anyone, other than myself.

so i went to indigo and covered the rest of fil’s gift and waited in a line with 50 other people, but it moved quickly, and this dude behind me talked really loud about all sorts of stupid boring dumb shit and it forced me to grab jt’s futuresex/lovesounds and a bottle of water and drank it immediately.

oh my shin started hurting quite a bit, shin splints? anyway i felt old and lazy and ugly and crabby so i left the mall, went straight to a bar and played megatouch and drank 5 coronas and a shot of fireball, fil met up with me.

i use to love holiday shopping now i want to be catapulted into the sun THE FUCKING SUN YES!

i will buy everyone else their little trinket bullshits on friday and they will be nowhere near as cool as they would’ve been if i had sucked it up and waited in line for an hour. oh well.

dear everyone i am about to go on a mystical journey of christmas shopping by myself because i only have three friends anyway when i get back i will post links to things that i bought and i will likely have little anecdotes to share about paranoid thoughts i had on the subway as well as many insignificant, and irrelevant details and observations about my mystical journey.

i think it only looks like her when you look at it from a sideways angle and you have to squint and be a little hungover. maybe i will paint over it.

i had a dream about gabbly chat last nite i don’t know why.

re: my gchat nickname NERDBREATH

Phil: have you been sucking off nerds?

me: hahahahaa
i was going to blow u last nite
but then i got tired
and couldnt stop reading cracked

Phil: blow me awake you mean

me: AHHAHAHHAHaHHAHAHHA
yes
but did u get how i responded with i was going to blow YOU after you asked if i was sucking off nerds
GET IT
I JUST CALLED YOU A NERD WITHOUT ACTUALLY CALLING YOU ONE

Phil: yes i get it seinfeld

me: i am the dis doctor
i am going to start dressing like seinfeld
im going to go buy a 400 dollar leather jacket and get wal-mart reeboks and fluff my hair

Phil: start?
you already talk like him half the time

me: *seinfeld voice* JUUUUST WHAAAT IIIIIS GOOOING ONNNNN HEEREEE

jack kerouac + steve allen

now that i am a million per cent certain that i am a loner at the top i have plenty of time for slaying guitar hero 2 i have progressed quite far in it in a very small amount of time and i am way better now, lise, look out.

met up with fil after the game and i sang who will save your soul and i nailed it and everyone was all THIS IS GOOD and YOU SOUND LIKE JEWEL little do they know that’s one of our go dad songs. we haven’t had practise in a long time, after the new year when shit settles i’m hoping we will.

before i sang, the karaoke guy made a zoloft joke, i dunno why i haven’t punched him yet prolly cos i think it’s sad he feels the need to zing me as part of his karaoke repertoire EVERYFUCKINGTIME dude i get it you want to fuck me now just be normal please.

hey remember my post about yul’s flat face and how i thought he was the guy from tokyo drift? well duh he won survivor it’s nice to see that intellect beats stupid and that’s funny coming from me, intellectual genius 2006.