yeh i guess i look pretty skinny and not as tanned in this picture. it was taken, um, a couple of weeks ago. i’m still pretty tan, though, it’s just the lighting and the pale hungoverness of my being at the time and the angle that shows the skinnay. and the, well, stress. the metabolism. the deepreshion. the everything i decide to take on because i am trying to be everyone’s mother.

enough on that.

the video music awards things are on now and lesbian ho train is on his way over with my cat hat to watch the shit out of it and tell me about the canoe trip and stuffs.

oh and i am not taking lithium i decided. that shit hurt my stomache like nobody’s business, ulcers dude, causes ‘em. as well i was drinking like bukowski all over the place which ain’t cool.

and i saw bb king the other nite and he was too, too moving and this cunt tole me to shut the fuck up even tho i wasn’t talking the most, well, maybe the loudest but at least i don’t have feathered hair and a leather jacket at a bb king concert and if i wante someone to be quiet i wouldn’t wait 50 minutes to tell ‘em so and i sure as shit wouldn’t tell them to shut the fuck up ‘cos you never know who yer mouthin’ off to, you know. so i simply stubbed my cigarette out on the back of her chair, went to the bathroom, and expressed my anger in an adult manner to the other pupils of mine, yes, by using sign-language and dolphin squeaks.


and something.

that’s me dying my friggin hair and the red stuff is blood. not. it’s red dye so now i look more matoor but soon it will fade to orange and brown or something and i will look like a big dumb pumpkin head with black and other junk. oh and look at my back fat. heh.

that’s david tietze. he’s a swimmer babe who hangs out with hot girls in white tank tops and i think fratboys who pose in fotos like they are in a gang, i don’t know. go tell it to the mountain. maybe he is in the olympics right now, i don’t know? hi david. you found me first and i linked you a long time ago. feh.

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You write volumes in your blog every day and all I get is I’m boring and not 5’11

I’m disappointed..but not really.

I too am boring.

With a love that will echo through the ages,


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and ps nap often. eat healthy. excercise often. sing songs. dance. play with your kids and tell people you love them every chance you get.