i cant wait to start bikeriding. fagfagfag. pee wee herman streamered bicycle with bell here i come.


there is a chicken bone lying beside me on the table.


and a cigarette burning in the tray on the left.


hi kurt




me mum jamie talking



i fuckin love smoking. im listening to viva forever like the hurtbag that i am. theres a pile of green and a fake lv cigarette /liter case beside me. i am too fat to change the song. tyranny was sippose to come over yesterday but he was being too not cool for me so i said piss off sucka. no, not really. gsusking is trying to figure out his camerafonething. saw dawn of the dead yesterday fucin one anxiety attack after another during that film. holy.



Happy birthday Raymi/Lauren..


Have a great year.


I used to write to you. I used to like to write to interesting people on the

internet to thank them for sharing… but I don’t so much anymore since I became

a VERY interesting person and went nuts and let my phone run out and quit all my

jobs (and called that guy a liar and said he was cheating me, even though he

wasn’t) and stopped paying rent and didn’t leave my house hardly for a year. My

landlord finally broke in cuz he thought I was dead and then came back with a

guy from the city to take me to the loony-bin but somehow I talked them out of

it- “but I have a CAT!”, ”


“What about my cat!”


So then I had to make all kinds of promises to all kinds of people and I have to

walk around to a lot of places and wait in lots of lines with other crazy

people. I had to change from my drugs to their drugs, but I still think like a

drug addict and sometimes snort my klonopin. I’m tired all the time and make

tiny paintings and I have a phone again. Yay.


Anyway, I’m sure you’ll have a better year than that.

So will i.


Thanks for doing your blog.


J.R



raymi says:

well what do u feel like doing, getting soused?

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

yeah its crap

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

yes. soused…you have a dvd player?

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

we could watch some shit

raymi says:

yes

raymi says:

sure

raymi says:

i have the professional

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

got any drugs? we could do some shit?

raymi says:

bring me weed

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

got any enemies? we can beat them shits up.

raymi says:

we can stumble over to this bar for cheap drinks

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

ill bring some weeeeeeed

raymi says:

are u seriously broke ass?

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

yeah, i havent gotten paid from work yet

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

cocks

raymi says:

u have a job?>??

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

i did yeah, just some temporary shit

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

working with kids

raymi says:

hahahahhahahahahhahaha

raymi says:

what do u do

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

hahaha…i dont wanna say

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

its embarassing

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

lets just say

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

it involves

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

a costume

raymi says:

WHAT

raymi says:

OH MY GOD

raymi says:

tell me

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

hahahah

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

no

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

get me drunk and it will probly spill out.

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

raymi says:

tell me

raymi says:

are u the black ronald mcdonald

raymi says:

tell me what yer costume is

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

no

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

it was

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

a wizard costume’

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

raymi says:

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH

AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

HHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

die.

raymi says:

do u have to sing songs to them and wave your magical wand in the air and sprinkle dust

raymi says:

ahhahahahaha

raymi says:

i cant stop laughing

raymi says:

show me a pic!!!!

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

eat shit.

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

im not coming.

raymi says:

awww come on

raymi says:

thats the coolest job ever

raymi says:

i wear dumb costumes but i dont get paid for it

raymi says:

im posting this on my blog btw

raymi says:

what kinda wizard, merlin or harry potter, my friend wants to know

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

more like merlin i guess

raymi says:

hahahaha

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

the illest part tho

raymi says:

what

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

was that 2 guys i used to buy weight from in the summer, i saw them there with their kids

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

and they were like

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

“Heyyy….what the FUCK are you doing here?”

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

and an ex-grilfriend was there

raymi says:

i was looking for a pic of merlin to show u and i found this dude, whats up

raymi says:

http://www.morningdisaster.com/photogallery/jimwax/merlin.jpg

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

i almost slit my wrists that night

raymi says:

is that what ur costume looks like

raymi says:

why embarassed?

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

yeah

raymi says:

aww

raymi says:

i just got a spam mail from a guy named merlin querto

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

lol

Give that nigga the bizniss! says:

weird

raymi says:

yah



I remember this kid in rockland, maine was very friggin’ impressed by a cd I had. It’s so icredibly remote in that place that compact discs are deemed luxury fancy items. Meh. Listnin’ to black eyed peas with esthero before black eyed peas went all gay and got that hussy to join em’. I dig those little shorty shorts she wears in that hey mama video, they’re red with strings and almost pass for gotchies – jumpin’ music, swift dj, smoke machines and laser rays, look out weekend cuz here I come because weekend’s the word, the word.


oh billy



it’s totally awesome when u show up at yer auntie’s 75th bday party in a hot hawaiian dress and get completely soused and spill wine and champagne everywhere and take retarded photos.


life is not an emergency.