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a stupid mission and a lethal fight

so blonde it’s offensive. disgusting. i feel sorry for everyone who has to look at it. you have to prepare yourself for the attention holy fuck porno hair. ridiculous. have overheard several men’s comments about it, i know, so bizarre. i don’t feel like a blond person but am slightly enjoying the shift in reactions it feels obnoxious to go on about it. everyone assumes i am obnoxious so i may as well go ahead and fill the part no? this blog is the only place i can exercise it most freely so fuck it and in real life i am a meek nervous mouse with manners a plenty. whatever i’m the subject here and now i have retarded hair. too bad my personality ruins everything and those are the people i feel sorry for most of all in this equation as they see a flash of yellow and i assume make assumptions in their head, then open goes my mouth and ugh why does that girl sound like a dump truck going through a nitroglycerin plant? blonds don’t sound like that. blonds are supposed to be sunny californian dough heads. pretty much. so in summation, you’re welcome for fuckin’ with your (head) game you docile little lambs. the next phase is to go more natural golden and we no longer have to lift any colour aside from the brassy that’s left over, can’t go at it all at once otherwise my hair will fry. can you believe that i was fully black just last july?

HOMELESS CHIC. melodie says i’m not trendy (like a hipster) but i have my own thing going on. how would you classify my style? is it its own thing or is it easily comparable? i think for the most part it’s 10% trying and 90% whatever i see first and BAM so embarrassed you invited me along girl. i’m often wearing at least 15 different colours at once. otherwise it’s everything matches too much. or accidental mess fusion somehow comes together? basically i have no idea what to wear right now and i fear i’m bordering putting something absolutely fab or absolutely fug together. red tights should be a no today, yeah?

i started out this post intending to evasively send a message to some valentines i didn’t want knowing were my valentines, were my, anythings, but then i started talking about myself again LOOK OUT!

I don’t know what you’re looking for
you haven’t found it baby, that’s for sure
You rip me up you spread me all around
in the dust of the deed of time

And this is not a case of lust, you see
it’s not a matter of you versus of me
It’s fine the way you want me on your own
but in the end it’s always me alone

And I’m losing my favourite game
you’re losing your mind again
I’m losing my baby
losing my favourite game

I only know what I’ve been working for
another you so I could love you more
I really thought that I could take you there
but my experiment is not getting us anywhere

I had a vision I could turn you right
a stupid mission and a lethal fight
I should have seen it when my hope was new
my heart is black and my body is blue

And I’m losing my favourite game
you’re losing your mind again
I’m losing my favourite game
I’ve tried but you’re still the same
I’m losing my baby
you’re losing a saviour and a saint

19 thoughts on “a stupid mission and a lethal fight

  1. it takes a WHILE to achieve perfect blondom, SIGH haha, hanG tight power through, it looks super badass right now so make it work for you instead of hating it, and you totally will.

  2. You rock any hair colour, but my fave on you would have to be a brown-blonde mix (really hard to describe)

    And I would describe your style as granny-chic. And I mean that in a good way, although I’m not sure it comes across that way.

  3. I don’t know, you look great no matter but HONEST, I like deep brown. Haven’t gone red lately, that might look awesome, but I think darker looks best on you with your complexion. I dyed mine bleach blond once and it looked BAD on me. I dyed it back immediately. Anyway your hair is just gorgeous no matter the color, but i liked it dark.

  4. well anniebird, unless you were planning on having sex with me and being my boyfriend, your colour preference is pretty moot here. kiss.

  5. also blond makes you look younger. dark hair frames the face, blond dazzle camouflages away from the old. i tinted my eyebrows too because i am an orange county housewife.

  6. Oh man I so totally did want to be your boyfriend. Ha, Ok you’re right my opinion means squat, I just want good stuff for Raymi so ya, I’ll shut up now

  7. I had white blonde hair for like 6 or 7 years and it was like being on another planet until I got used to it. A brunette trapped in a blonde’s body is a very weird experience. I think I might have to do that again. :)

  8. I think you look good as a blonde too, but your black hair was so so sexy and I loved it. I think you were foxier/minxier with the dark sexy hair. Also I loved the bangs, when they were short enough to still see your eyes. If you’re enjoying the blonde look right now I’d stick with it, but I remember seeing a pic of you from ages and ages ago when you had it black with short bangs in the front and kind of a uma in pulp fiction cut, kind of anime and it was fucking amazing. So if you’re looking for a change I’d suggest doing something like that again. It was HAWT.

    Oh and as for your style I think it is awesome because it is different. I like how you do things your own way with no fear and you don’t play by the rules or follow what others are doing. I like how you put things together that are visually arresting and interesting and artistic. So I’d just keep doing what you’re doing. If you like it and want to wear it, do it.

    Love, Kat

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