Hi Raymi,

you are looking super beautiful these days. I love youre pale skin/dark hair look. You’re so lucky to have the amazing skin that you do. really. I watched shortbus yesterday. It was great. I couldn’t get it out of my head all day. I know you reviewed it a while ago but i can’t remember what you said about it. I love that feeling when you really connect with something, like a movie or a book or whatever. It’s the same thing, always, whether its someone you have a crush on, or a book you can’t stop reading, or a blog like yours that your really RELATE to on some crazy level, like it exisits in your own imagination and you can call it up in your head and there are smells and textures and you feel like its something real. It kind of reminded me of my trip to Beunos Aires, i remember you posted a pic of one of my friends from there, really gay and drunk and funny. I hope that someday you are able to get involved in a big project like that, not like that exactly, but something equally powerful. You have so much creative genius in you and one day this project is going to come along and its going to be YOUR contribution to the socical conciousness, not that you don’t make an impact already but it will reach such a vastly wider audience and it will keep ppl up at night. Your blog is almost like one of thos books already. Like i used to read when i was 12 and i didn’t want to stop reading even to eat dinner because i felt like the book would keep happening without me and i would miss something. A book in real time. In the way that you feel connected to the characters, but you don’t know all of the d etails of their lives. You know the main events, but stuff is glossed over, like how they brush and floss and pee and shower everymorning and eat two peices of toast with honey and an apple. But Instead of you writing all at once, or looking back, or making someting up, this blog-story of raymi is a massive, real-time monstrosity that allways exists in the readers imagination because it is always happening. I probably have a different perspective on this because i don’t have a blog or read many blogs or comment on blogs, so to most ppl the whole blog thing is interactive, but to me its not? No not true beacause here i am emailing…
nevermind That made no sense and was a total side-track, but like i said,
You look beautiful. In case you were wondering.

*Laura*

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