holy crap i love smashing video game cars. i have listened to the arcade fire’s neighborhood #2 (Laika) at least 300 times. my brother slept over last nite and gave me 20 bucks to have my bed so i took the futon. dreams are way more fucked when you sleep on couch-like futons. i’d describe my dream but well, no i won’t. i refilled my crazy pill prescription yesterday and there are a ton of do not drink alcohol with this medication stickers on the bottle. whoops.

so perhaps by nite fall i will have bangs and then come morning i’ll have razor wire in my wrists because i will hate myself for having diagonal emo bangs and the only way it will look right is if i arch my neck out and stare down like i am mysterious and brooding and only hang out in coffeeshops that don’t exist.

i haven’t washed my hair since i had it dyed friday. it doesn’t look like anything was done to it either. i still have a ridiculous splotch of dark roots on top of my head what the f. this also means i have 5 days’ worth of mascara on top of mascara on my eyelashes. tar city.

we have band practise tonite.

oh yeh i fell asleep cradling a small bag of doritos dill chips and when i woke up i finished the rest of the bag off.

jamie and i are writing a stupid book together and it’s not going to be cafepressed. it’s going to be something elsed. it’s a book for children with swear words in it and i am already insanely bored of writing it and thinking about it. it’s basically inanimate objects that suffer from low self-esteem and a caterpillar who goes to the discount supermarket and makes friends with the condiments and inevitably starts doing blow and becomes a janitor. uuuuunnnnghhhhhhhh.

i almost gave myself bangs yesterday and then i almost gave myself bangs today but my hair is too greasy to do a good job of it so i will probably do it tomorrow.

i miss the popsicle pete commercials.

rented exorcist the beginning last nite. it drags here and there. it wasn’t very scary at all. there’s one creepy part where the posessed doctor climbs all over the cavern wall like a bug. this should be the “i rented movies” blog. look out roper!

i need to put new wheels and some other such junk on my longboard eventually.

alex made us pizzas and fil bought some worms game for xbox. the worms have cute munchkin-like voices. i’m a sucker for that crap.

i miss the doggies.

have a nice day

aimee waited on this table once that made her set a place for their dead father who obviously was not present and they even ordered for him and expected her to act like he was there so she couldn’t lean over the imaginary person.

people are fucked.

i’da been like is your dad a big tipper?

last nite i crammed all of my winter crap (jacket scarf mitts hat) into a grocery bin when we got back and it looks funny. i’m officially a simpleton. right now a toothpick is funny even.