raymilauren,

What a coincidence, I just watched Tonsil Hockey last night because I

didn’t want to use the computer or watch TV or a movie – FUCKING

DISTRACTIONS.

I’ve been AVIDLY reading Adbusters again. Weird how I go a couple

months trying to avoid it, because I know it will make me not-depressed-

but-something-like-it and not-manic-but-something-like-it-while-trying-

not-to-sound-pretentious. Because I don’t know what manic is really

like, but this is probably the closest I’ll get to it. Not that I WANT

to be like that.. Everybody is a victim. Blah blah blah. Wah wah wah

give me my pills so I can be normal again.

Anyway, I was trying to do something without being a complete tool, so

I watched Tom Green. I don’t have a car so I couldn’t go around driving

and going to Chapters (I feel like a tool there, too actually) – and

being a sad bastard reading in coffee shops when all I really want is

to meet some nice girl and do something really cheesy and romantic like

something out of a movie where you feel all tingly inside.

So my REAL point is I am jealous of you because your email to Tom was

cooler than mine, and you’ll probably get a cooler response. Tell all

your friends to watch the Tonight Show NYE!!! I want to be friends with

Phil Giroux.

James

> > you dont have the car anymore wtf?

> > yeh adbusters and chapters and coffeeshops = pretentious

> >

> > meh

> >

> > i doubt tom green will reply

> >

> > and the only reason i wrote to him was because u wrote to him and it

>made me

> > mad that i didnt do it first

> >

> > where the hell or what channel is adbusters on?

> >

> > manic is a way of life

> >

> >

> >

> >

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>

>

>Actually, something called a cv shaft broke in the car. I’m selling

>that stupid thing though. Costing me way too much money, and the

>insurance went up to $500/month when it renewed 2 weeks ago. Fuck that,

>I’ll ride a bike and take the bus.

>

>What isn’t pretentious anymore? Screw pretense. I’m not thinking and

>torturing myself about that anymore.

>

>I’ll bet you $3 Tom Green will reply.

>

>What do you mean by > where the hell or what channel is adbusters on?

>

>- James

>

didn’t you say you watched adbusters? how long did it take tom green to respond to you?