i have a headache

 

mum came home papa is ok his pain is eased tomorrow he takes stress tests then we’ll know some more

 

just took a couple aspirins hope them bitches do their job

 

im losing it a bit im suppose to go to a movie and karaoke but i derno papakerouac was rushed to hospital in ambulance chest pains tried to take 6 pills to stop the pain but no dice mum has been there since 4 with nana no news is good news right she would call right i want to be there i might fagboard on over i might not he’s in intensive care mum is ignorant and will prolly have cell on so ill call

 

July 9th Malone’s restaurant/bar

 

it’s so sad to be alone because we’re alone, we’re sad.

 

malone’s (south kensington) – london, dublin and munich

 

“finest food from the four corners of the globe”

 

hmmph. we’ll see about that.

 

watered-down fountain coke – just the way i like it.  pleasant acid jazz – soothingly sensuous

 

raining on and off all day

 

shoppe called ryman – the stationer, ‘cross the way

 

wicker chairs green and white checked criss-cross back design.  chatter travelling rapidly all around me.  alone but not lonely.  people are insecure whilst alone.  they drop things because they feel they are on display – and are making a conscious effort NOT to drop something.  in the end, they do.

 



 

people who are alone appear to always be waiting for something – their life to begin – someone to arrive – to be acknowledged, who knows.

 

people who are alone are afraid – afraid of dying alone – they are unfortunate of not being able to share themselves with another.

 

people who are alone might choose to be alone – they don’t want to deal with other people and their problems – though sometimes, it would be nice.

 

people who are alone smile a lot – they hope another person, alone – might notice them.

Hi Raymi –  I came upon your site from antis maybe a year ago.  After seeing

that last post, I just thought to tell you that I love your site and I think

you are very talented.  And despite being angry sometimes, it’s obvious you

are very sweet too.  I’m glad you made it back from your trip OK.

I can see you ten years from now as a power wife, probably living in the

U.S.  I’ve noticed a trend among conservative men of means – their wives are

often way more fun, maybe a little out of control — yet classy when they

want to be. It seems like you could play that role rather well.  I can only

theorize why these matches occur — perhaps the women discovered at some

point that whiny 20-something boys who live with their moms don’t really cut

it and the “dangerous” ones have about one-tenth the manliness they try to

project.  Maybe if you found a guy who has established himself in the world

you could just be free to be yourself and not think of it as being crazy.

Sorry if I’ve annoyed you.   Back to work…..

Eric

 

Hey raimycitymusichall,

I have not had the pleasure of cruising through your blog in a while, so I am not aware of the comments which have caused you to deprive the public, your public, to speak their thoughts regarding it. I gather some have offended your mother and indeed that is something no one has the right to do, family is one’s most prized possession and it should be sacred enough not to be badgered by people who obviously do not value it. Nonetheless I just wanted to tell you that not giving the chance to people to comment, even if only temporarily, will not make them change their mind, nor will it let them grow a brain or any kind of sensitivity. It is inevitable that someone will not concur with your lifestyle, the one that emerges from your posts at least. Unfortunately many people just get their kicks criticizing in a neither constructive nor humorous way… You say that you try to please everyone and make your blog entertaining. From the amount of hits you collect each day it is obvious you are well on your way to achieve such goal. I personally find that the most fascinating part about blogging is getting the feed-back from people you don’t know, be it positive or not, and being able to respond to them personally, and on occasion to verbally but subtly demolish their lack of intelligence or skills when they just write something meaningless out of boredom. So I guess that what I am inarticulately trying to say is that in the end you are not really punishing anybody, if not yourself. I mean people probably do comment on your blog for their own publicity, but that brings no damage to you. I find that often the comment box becomes a truly interesting site for discussion, delivering something that does not come across through the posts. It’s a little space in which you are out of character and it just adds a new twist to the whole deal, making it all the more entertaining. The artist, the author, is such not only when his work is read, but also when the reader is able to extract his own meaning from said work. Master Google has given all us nobodies the chance to taste such feeling, we do not own our space on the internet, and we do not own the right to tell people off, or deprive them of expressing their views. Notoriety, as anything has its disadvantages and of course encountering bored envious people able to write nothing but crap is one of them.

If you really seek to render your blog more entertaining, might I suggest you put the comments back on, and respond to those idiots, they will enjoy their 15 seconds of publicity and return to their suburban provincial little hole of ignorance. See I don’t even particularly like your way of writing, but I must say your blog does become addictive, whether one likes it or not; that means you have a gift: you are able to capture one’s attention; but what are you gonna do with it then?? Just leave there?? Let them speak their mind; I have trouble believing you are not smart enough to understand whatever is being said is nothing but virtual crap, if something bugs you deal with it, one on one. Banning problems doesn’t make them disappear.

Ok that’s more than enough nonsense from me

 

Cheers

 

A naïve fool

 

Hi Raymi I found your site a couple of days ago in the park slumped on a bench which said wet paint but it looked groggy so I took it home and gave it some food and a couple of fags and it seemed grateful all dark hair and smoke like you know how showed me pictures of a girl with short hair said they were a few years old now but she looked pretty and I realised it was her but when I asked her is this you her eyes averted spun over them black and grey head turned away much prettier with long hair although not sure about streaks I said in her coat photos she showed me strangers faces cats and places and her skin which was pale and made me ache breasts which made me embarrassed but this is just a picture she was saying my skin just skin look moles with her hair brushing the edges of my hand and waving from inside to her thin eyeliner I thought her face is screaming

LL. Cool Ray.

(ya like that, I just thought of it now, I, Am invincible!)

anyway, you fuckhead! I just realised I was NOT on your list of shitty blogs! I realise that mine is horsecrap, but you know, give a brother a break. I think I should be at least 3rd on the list. Reason why……because I am selfish, and I am lame too.

So are ya gonna go out and find yourself some senseless sexual grat now that you are free? It’s a leading question so look out…(not leading to me asking for sex either)….

I almost cut off my hand yesterday in some new factory in Ancaster, I was building a machine I sold….instead it was just a cut on my finger, and I wrapped it with electrical tape.

Lates… whats the weekend bringin ya, you should come out with me for my friends Birthday.

Wanna..wanna…huh?

Craig MACK!

i totally lost my shit all nite long at coco bongo. this is when the mj came out and i was all YARRRRRRRAHHHHHH ARRIBA and mexy sluts were licking my balls that and my nose is the size of the ussr.