regardless it hurt my feelings you would say barf to someone who was
being niceto me, it was the first thing i had put up in awhile and was
actually looking forward to comments and i read a nice one and then
one that says barf afterward and then i have to go all mean in my
response to that girl. if you have praise/criticism, make it your own,
dont comment on other people’s comments, that’s annoying and partially
a reason why i took down my comments kuz they get out of hand and some
really mean people get in there who attack me and start rumors that
aren’t true and really, it isn’t worth it, right now at least.
ok now we can be friends
Ok, I understand. Sorry.
Keep writing please. That post you wrote a few weeks ago (the one I wrote to you about directly) about drinking and drugs really struck home. I had been thinking about it for awhile, but it was the way you put it that gave me an extra push to finally act. I finally stopped drinking during the week and have way toned it down on the weekend.
So thanks. And thanks for taking the time to write me and chastise me and tell me how you feel. I appreciate it and you won’t regret it.
people are asstards and everyone is connected and everyone has someone and something somewhere somehow and who cares really because everyone is the walking wounded, you know, ‘course you do.
dedications are overrated.
all the things you think in the shower are the right things.
the contribution to other people’s madness and/or contributing to the madness of others.
celebrities are neurotic about ridiculous such things as green m&m’s being removed from their bowls and all white hotel suites because we make them that way with our ever-lasting wanton worship and it gets to a point where-in they write songs about being jenny from the block and they seem like whiners and we get all annoyed at them when really we just want the rocks that they gots.
and so on…
how do you get over you?
first you have to get over your childhood and your parents’ childhood and their parents’ childhood and that is it basically and if you have parents you have to acknowledge their good intentions and if you have bad parents you just have to acknowledge them and say ok you are bad to me, i am not going to take it anymore and then go and find some nurturing friends and love them a hell of a lot and if you don’t have any parents at all and you never ever did, i don’t quite know what to sayto you about that right now because it’s not my place to say bla bla blee about not having parents, regardless, i feel your fucking pain and i wish i could take it away.
how do you get over you?
well, if the person(s) who shot you into this world had good intentions with you, good.
if they had bad intentions with you, not good but it’s alright, ’cause that wasn’t your fault, all you gotta do is be a good person, be nice to others and know that the best you can is good enough.
life is your most valuable asset.
ps i still have not smoked any weed since early july and i drink occasionally but not very much, i quit drinking irresponsibly and next is smoking and oh yeh i don’t do any other drugs as well
