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April 25, 2003




is there a foto of you online ?



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whats the deal???


yah kuz…


use it for yeh public raymi save us domain stiorage 3 seater 3 boy code muky junky have til sunday dave one go to raymitheminx.com please




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skinsnational anthem for skidnation.blogspot.com i think you guys might want to look at this website today. maybe it’s an inside tip so…psss phhhshshsh heheh eheheh heh ehhehh. done.




bwaaahaa…uhhh..heh.. i keep thinking it’s like some guy pissing..

this guy needs to have more photos of some dog like whatever. or something.

yah. he’s a buddy therefore if he freely adverts in my shoutouts/HIBill!s thats cool. and then i might follow up with an insulting post and then i might link his ass again and be like, this is all for free, thanks to the internet and bloggers and ill gates! and yah every mcdonalds happy fucknig meal i ever ate…etc etc durrdurrr]…. niiiice. and then i go, ew blogs are so gay. and then im like what is so interesting about his blog other than photos of funny shit i just scroll right thru it. pretend im liek japanese and a boy and a retard and like i love seizures but i liek it digitally optimized and then i want a few fuck shti niggers thrown in and maybe some tits and etc etc etc tdcvkljsd vgkdfhgj;hdfvgjk;ldfuivgsdvui; make it cool but shitty but dont rip me off. im so bored of this 1999 stuff but i like that i see more stuff emerging all over. so yeh imthe free UN blog ambassador. thanks Mcbarky go Mcfuck yourself [ehheheh. be not insulted please] i like being hilarious because im done being bored of myself and ebing indoors. im ready to throw sand in my faggy friend’s eyes again and lioke, fuck boyfriends and literally i meant like to hell with em, i just want to be outside and bring a piece of under water spy camera / roaming wireless CIA laptops in hotel rooms etc etc etc free all over the globe….trotters…..GO LEAFS!!! and then it’s the sens, gavin files fickinnis!!!!!!!!!!


ps – fucknig was always cooler than fucking, anyways.


double puh puh ess – hanging out alone always sucks and rules cause butthead said that stuff had to suck in order for you to recognize or rather, distinguish what was cool and what sucked and the difference like you guys are all fags and i am not the fag or i am mayonaise and you’re all fucking ranch lakers west coast bling blong poor Fuuuuhhhhkiiin………


go pats.



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i hope i get to skateboard some more on carpet today after im thru fagboarding [longboarding…] the cool thing[s] about this zip code are as follows


1. im still 1983, march 31 therefore im a kid and fuck them i only want to wear bathrobes with bloodstains over to the variety store and then cuss out on rich spoiled piece of shit chillen and then talk to the spics who are builing like 6 homes two second from the mattress on the floor of this zip code (in a nutshell, thats why this zipcode rules.)




2. they despise me kuz im literally the foreigner who went to the crazzy house and was like fffuuuuuck YOU all along to everyone. equally.

3. when i want food, please gimme it .

4. 2 dimensional foodstuffs aka , kraft singles slices, leather gummy stuff, jerky…… are good and allthose other fad diets suck. you can shocve them under doors. and make your teeth turn into little yellow chiclets like mine and i like it when aq sharp piece of jjerky stabs somewhere on the inside of my head like in my mouth i mean, yah, that sucks.


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im too skinny but i still have curves. and total black hockey hairs on my legs and caterpillars growing on my forehead, liek two of them i think wops might refer to them as eyebrows they like to shave oiff their faces and then nicely draw in new ones and then if theyre in a car and anti hits a speedbump that shit like fuck, you might stab yourself in the fucking eye or some shit.!!!!!!!1 and asfhklg asofgsdf


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im that dumb ass younger sister you all had and wanted to bang or didnt have and i was liek fuck you assssholes i want to look at that playboy we found or yeh porn tell me abuot it oh thats my troll u asshole dont throw it in a tree! ok lets SMOKE cigarettes. yeh. they suck and we got busted and then everyone like was paranoid but i was all it’s cool man ill just like pretend im a young little girl and yeh i heard my older brother did it first (he’s 2 yrs older) and yeh, shifting the blame is so awesome. why? i was the youngest and only daughter and i have a bro and a dad and a mum and no one punched each other in the face ever. no one was raped. canadians dont bother with that shit when we all live in town homes in the fucking early 80’s and like, they just want their kids to hang out and then there is this one black kid named o’neil and we all liked him but his younger brother sucked cause he made me have to shove the shit out of him when he tried to bite me or drool and im like, FUCK YOU! and he’s all like 2 or 3 and im like 4 or 5? and then i rode my bike right to o’neils house once my dad took those fucking asshole training wheels off, finally! and im like, damn that ride was so boring because oneil lived maybe 5 units over? i knew immediately how to fucking ride two wheels but i got to be a lazy ass fucking princess with that gay shitty pink colors…etc etc thats why girls now, love hello kitty.


but i was too busy walking to the donut store and drinking cokes or burger kind delites…..spening like ten dollars or even 4 dollars on my best guy loser fuckhead friends…..why? kuz real life people helped me realisethat music is too melancholy


so thats when they were all like, blur SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im like fuck you white trash fags and then i


yah


hehehhehhhh. i can beat anyone at anything, start small. lets do science first. i need to learn about john travolta’s religion and then i need to know more about guns and then ill look at some pics of annonymous people at the google.com free image searches and be all ahahahahhaahha go hereer…dfhuklg lbv bwaahhahahahahhahaa go there…


my racing thoughted mind, well, yah, that it does.

modern lithium im too hyper for it

aka depakote or something. this is why i waited so long to balance out the gay sad and self loathing kuz eventually everyone writes and theyre all yah i like you…but…..and then yoiu are like ok fien i DO sound too self loathing and thats kuz my real life shit is too too heavy and then people assume im doing like mountains of cocaine and buffets of vaginas…..im really really mad at a lot of people in real life, in internet and then im mad at birds because yah they are selfish [ hehehh ]


tho i miss a lot of people.sdf.sd. fsd. but you know this isnt that – i shot my fucking head off,here is a letter for courtney love to read and explain why i left my kid and her and ten jillion fat girls crying…..” type thing. you prolly know what it said.


death and losing someone, especially like that fag and then everyone is like oh duuuuuude it was the bitches fault and then etc etc




dont ever do that. EVer. that woman is the 1. equivalent to yoko fono 2. mum of frances bean cobain and 3. dont bring up shit that foo fighters and krist nova-selica are all like, fuck you nirvana fans..etc etc leave thenm alone. you wnat to know things? read the ten million pieces of past books, if youre lucky to find whats still in print available…etc etc, you accidental jackasses and yer love and worship of a few bands will fucking make you explode in the end. pretend i actually am stating like, truths here and then you can LOL later. ahahhah. hehehehhheh. whatever.


have tact. have taste. realise that the internet sucks, everything you read, from any place blog journal advertisement spam mail, it fucking sucks a lot and it makes people think they deserve to ask questions like, “tell me what was the last thing that kurt cobain said to you on the phone, kriost..?” what the fuck do you tell someone when they ask you how a song makes you feel and something internal? soemthing you dont deserve but you do. direct questions? direct ansers. like zen and tao-ism and all that te ching homo monk shit. jeet kune do too, yep yep…….


fuck off literally and then you’ll get a second chance to explain exactly why, you’re sorry for shit talking people like courtney love.


you are allowed to do it but not ever be all yah, she is like wooooooahhh drunk and has bruises…ahahha track marks, perfect…..


fuck you all. how the fuck would you be acting these days if your fucking (famous or not) /man/lover/girl/mate put a fucking shotgun to ‘er face and blew it onto the walls in your garage and you were like in paris and then the whole world is like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh and then you are so sobbing and left with a baby and dont get it yourself?


depression is the answer. it kills. sucky family syndrome. deal with it then.


let the guy burn out for his time. media and “celeb -BRIT – y – dum ” yeh it can do that to you. captain OBVIOUS!this is why everyone hates press and paparazzis and fucking yanks and wasps and french peopel and italians and spics and jews and yeh.


im that NME that you know, knows a lot and knows exactly how to share it with ya’ll via any means across nations, [ tv, radio print, type, net, stores, sejkfh sdlfdb]…….


i dont want to be neurotic anymore. im not in a hurry to write a pithy book yet. im doing short story volume things series i dunno i dont care. one at a time. yes with haikus yep with scratches yeh with a dvd to throw in there of some dv footage of me being obese and trying to break my knees and jump thru drywall and then im singing karaoke and slurring and trying to beat up some fag in a bar…dunno which one. hahaha.



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April 24, 2003


Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.


j_petersen@

what? hello?

big bad anti says:

hi

big bad anti says:

sorry

j_petersen@com says:

i never said i may be seeing you around

big bad anti says:

whatevs

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be less assuming

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you dont know raymi

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or laura

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whatevs

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… ?

j_ says:

i think i know laura a lot better than you do. anyway i realized that i did say that, its because i was typing out a song after you got offline

big bad anti says:

lauren knows her

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more

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so

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no offense

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dont be mad at me

j_pet.com says:

cool. are you lauren?

big bad anti says:

no’

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shes outside

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trying to long board, skateboard

says:

raymi?

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and everyone

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fuck………

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you

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pffffft

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bye then

j_petersen says:

rayyymii

big bad anti says:

BE less assuming JEN

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jenny

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whatevs

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.

j.com says:

! raymi

big bad anti says:

i’ve ” changed”

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big bad anti says:

tell me who you think this is

big bad anti says:

who?

j_petersen@.com says:

i think this is raymi and john

j_petersen@.com says:

raymi first

big bad anti says:

wrong

big bad anti says:

lauren is at the car

j_petersen@.com says:

liar. this is raymi

big bad anti says:

fuck off

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you dont know

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anyone

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therefore dont assume

j_petersen@.com says:

yes i do. but ok, ill fuck off

big bad anti says:

not literally, ok?

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pretend it doesnt matter

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and we both like you

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and dont bring up past shit

j_petersen@.com says:

you type differently

big bad anti says:

big bad anti says:

jesus

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shut up.

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and keep

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typing

j_petersen@.com says:

hahaaa

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pretend

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im bill fucknig gates

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now i was in the middle of being angry at the world

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and i dotn mean to s talk

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your ex bf

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my sloppy second

j_petersen@com says:

im angry at the world

big bad anti says:

wanna shit talk?

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tell raz-mi why ———– wont be referred to as clickity.

j_petersen@com says:

i feel like offing myself, thats why i was mad in the first place

big bad anti says:

good.

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i like statements of anger the best

j_petersen@com says:

ps i know hes right there

big bad anti says:

ps

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yes

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yep he knows

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whatve

big bad anti says:

what do u

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call him?

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ex loser head?

big bad anti says:

me too.

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hes right a lot and i am too.

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but sometimes

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we are mean to each otehr

j_petersen@com says:

hey, so did you say whatevs before you came to CA?

big bad anti says:

by mistake

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i used it as a ploy

big bad anti says:

j_petersen@com says:

whatevs dude

big bad anti says:

dopesnt matter

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i use[ed] it pre post during

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etc etc

j_petersen@com says:

i dig the brackets yee bra

big bad anti says:

id rather speak in my own messenger

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f him

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i’m mopreeast coast than you

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sdfjkl r

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he wrote that

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while he was coughnig himself

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a new back

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ahhahahaha

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hes a ffffag

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type faster jenny

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pelase

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please

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or balance me out

j_petersen@com says:

of course you are. i’m ninth generation CA thoguh, my people wre rapists and conqustadors

big bad anti says:

dont feel like killing yerself

big bad anti says:

how can i help you

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what

j_petersen@com says:

i dont any more, i was just having a low moment

big bad anti says:

\splain in canadian please

big bad anti says:

ahhaha

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dont be sad

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lol

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rofl

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i swear

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we miss you

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i neevr met you

j_petersen@com says:

it was aboot drinkin too much and isolating

big bad anti says:

yet

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so fuck off

big bad anti says:

on the east coast tilthen

big bad anti says:

were flying back

big bad anti says:

you gfiot yer buddy jon

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faggotbreath

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etc etc

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but you got me too

j_petersen@com says:

i have to go convince my poetry teacher to drive me to the country now

big bad anti says:

and jews

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and rapists??????

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get back to yer ancestry pls

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why

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fuck him

j_petersen@com says:

spanish mexican danish

big bad anti says:

wait

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how old is he?

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how old are you?

j_petersen@com says:

34

big bad anti says:

u like to fuck older men?

j_petersen@com says:

23

big bad anti says:

i use too’

big bad anti says:

jon

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hmmmm

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23

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good

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you exactly like shannon hartman

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remember that name

j_petersen@com says:

johm used to have the loveliest apt in long beach

big bad anti says:

youre like the babe best friend in brooklyn who lived in the room next door to me

big bad anti says:

i never fucked her

big bad anti says:

when you fuck a friends= sumtimes its like whatever

j_petersen@com says:

you never fucked me either

big bad anti says:

i fucked with laura

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blehh

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we hate each other

j_petersen@com says:

yeah

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[hate, not literally]

big bad anti says:

we know each otehr too much

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i know i never fucked you

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retard

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ROFL

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j_petersen@com says:

i have to go seduce a teacher at the gramercy park hotel bar now. plus put on eyeliner

big bad anti says:

emoticons RULE

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GOOD

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tell me abuot tyhe girly seductive shit

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why?

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this fagbreath

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ignores me too much

j_petersen@com says:

because i like him

big bad anti says:

no ossense

j_petersen@com says:

im mad at john

big bad anti says:

why

big bad anti says:

shit talk to razzy razzmi

big bad anti says:

aka jazzy jeff

big bad anti says:

i invented blogs first

j_petersen@com says:

hell tell you. or just wait till he and ryan get on the phone togetherm they gossip

big bad anti says:

so you want back into the blog clique

j_petersen@com says:

wiggety wack

big bad anti says:

what do u want????

j_petersen@com says:

i want to go into the city

big bad anti says:

how can i get you – work/ famoos / more sex from un faggoty poetry teachers…etc etc

big bad anti says:

go there

big bad anti says:

gramercy

big bad anti says:

i dont think i went there

big bad anti says:

yet

j_petersen@com says:

im a free agent . gots to go

big bad anti says:

so talk faster

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type out loud

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one

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word

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at a time

j_petersen@com says:

i

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am

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have

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i

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to

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go

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get

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taking

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up

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too

j_petersen@com says:

teacher

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much

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of yer stoopid slut time???????????????

j_petersen@com says:

HOT

FOR

TEACHER

big bad anti says:

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

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tacvher sex

j_petersen@com says:

bye. have to go

big bad anti says:

good!

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aww

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please

j_petersen@com says:

aw

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awwwwwwwwwwwww

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see

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you fucking heart breaker faker

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i know youi

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and everyone

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the best

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so

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1.

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fuck his head off

j_petersen@com says:

im fucking blushing. have fun in my hometown

big bad anti says:

2. go to where some fuking getaway

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for the weekend

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3. fucknig slur like saucy sailor

j_petersen@com says:

im homesick

big bad anti says:

4. i got arrested

big bad anti says:

twice

big bad anti says:

for the frist time

j_petersen@com says:

you guys should drive by my house and pet the kitties

big bad anti says:

kuz

j_petersen@com says:

cause you sang to loud

big bad anti says:

….”it was the best of times…..it was the BLURST!!!1 of timees?!”

big bad anti says:

NICE

big bad anti says:

duude

big bad anti says:

i haev awesome storied to tell your stupid homesick ass

big bad anti says:

but u might have to mebbe meet us here or there

j_petersen@com says:

I am going now

big bad anti says:

i dont care

big bad anti says:

or in the uk

big bad anti says:

where the fuck do u wanan go next?

j_petersen@com says:

come to ny

big bad anti says:

we’ll try

big bad anti says:

where do u wanna poarty with us for a few days

j_petersen@com says:

i want to go to the fucking reading where my teacher is

big bad anti says:

in the world

big bad anti says:

think abuot…. [ honey moon]

big bad anti says:

or recpetion

j_petersen@com says:

brooklyn

big bad anti says:

and youre the real family

big bad anti says:

by association

j_petersen@com says:

work out details later

big bad anti says:

loOK!

big bad anti says:

listen

j_petersen@com says:

go

big bad anti says:

fuck brooklyn

j_petersen@com says:

now

big bad anti says:

lemme tell you why everything sucks

big bad anti says:

and then

big bad anti says:

why it also doesnt

big bad anti says:

then go get laid

j_petersen@com says:

love you, no i have to go

big bad anti says:

which train u taking’

big bad anti says:

???

j_petersen@com says:

im two hours late

big bad anti says:

ill tell you best route

big bad anti says:

mebbe

j_petersen@com says:

r to the w

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fine

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good

j_petersen@com says:

have fun

big bad anti says:

hmmmmmmmmmm

j_petersen@com says:

sorry

big bad anti says:

i know f train the best

big bad anti says:

why

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go to williamsbrug

j_petersen@com says:

you should have started impersonatng jhn earlier

big bad anti says:

mebbe

big bad anti says:

and fucking get arrested

big bad anti says:

yer 23

j_petersen@com says:

no, city

big bad anti says:

im 20

big bad anti says:

still illegal

big bad anti says:

in yer

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zippy fode

big bad anti says:

902..

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something something

j_petersen@com says:

902 – – babay

big bad anti says:

woah

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u fucking

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assholes

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live so close to eahc

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other

big bad anti says:

assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

j_petersen@com says:

talk to you later

big bad anti says:

fine bye

big bad anti says:

sdjfl jsdgd\

j_petersen@com says:

i have to gooooooooooooooooo

big bad anti says:

j_petersen@com says:

now

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BYE!

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slut

j_petersen@com says:

bye

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sluuuuuuuuuuuuuts

j_petersen@com says:

slag

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rule

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.

big bad anti says:

get shitty.

j_petersen@com says:

done

big bad anti says:

.

big bad anti says:

good.

big bad anti says:

fine.;



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< blo ck quote on oldschool stripped templates gets me into , could look better...etc etc sumtrhing sumthing. mental note, do it first for every post for this blog. [fullstop. end transmission.] >


hey fffags. i need help doing stuff. like, real assistants. freelance ones first, whatevs. pretend maybe you’ll get paid and then after i help get you laid from like sending me photos of funny shit i ask you to do [ like public displays of grandeur, uhhh, drunken slurring, karaoke … anything i might do. try and do it before me]


did you like that frad fitt/ edward norton fight club movie?


me too.


but it was too too douglas coupland a la ikea etc etc [ i mean it was great kuz of this, the narration was brilliant. it’s great that people like movies that i would have dug when i was at least in grade ten i think. i was always skipping highskool grades and being drunk etc tsdf dfkulc].


i haven’t even been to ikea all that much. prolly under 6 times. you might assume i live there? or pier one now adverted by uhhh, kirsty ally? imports all these places i know them from media. too much of it. fffucking eh. gucking hell. i cant write properly kuz i hate doing my own editting while im trying to tell you one thought/opinion at a time.


anyway, just one by one ask questions, email write, i don’t care. just dont treat me like a celebrity kuz i hate that but i like it when i get shit on by my own people because they’re bored of gays and mods and punk and everything and now i know why i love university kids and shit. i like professors better and crazzy doctors because they let me stand there and just fucking tell them why im so damn cool and bipolar and opposite and stuff. shout outs get to me first. then one of various email accounts might not overpopulate my inbox. i was always a junky for emails and voicemails but emails first. etc etc etc


this blog i never lied. i was just vague. there are few lies. everything was pretty much almost true.


i hate blogs because i wanted my book to be published first


outcast society then it was the last minx but raymi was the name for lauren white and she was in a ward of some sort in toronto. i didnt know any real names. i was 14 then i saw that “girl interrupted” with winona and angelina jolie and that fat for the moment brittany murphy girl were in the mvoie i was writing for myself, a book. i hated it. i did, it sucked. and then i started getting into real trouble etc etc etc and then i realised this raymi the minx shit, wow, cool. but it’s a lot harder on the east coast when you’re like miserable and you dont have a loser boyfriend, just fuck buds of eyr choice and a few random chicks who want you to molest them and yer all liek fuck man, i just wanna sit around and get trashed and try and hop fences and then girls are all like lauren, ble he ble bhe lbelv this guy i want him so bad etc etc and yeh no i dont wanna make out [ then lauren falls asleep] and then the beast is all hours later, ……L….blsef jsdhfi;vgk;f lets like sd,bl kf;gh and lauren is all fine you slut [ to herself] and then yah, thats the part i cringe at why? i dont fucking wait to be a sloppy 3rd.


i asked her and she was all busy talking abouty some loser kid from highschool, and then tried to fuck about 2-3 of my dude friends andtheyre all like, whats up with your female? and im all like yeh, shes older than me but i dont like try and fall all over myself anymore because im skinnier and waspy and shes fucking a hot spic crazy wantsto fuck now or never doesnt matter the gender type girl.


anyway, i like novels. novellas. im making a ton of books. all independent press. all me all eventually. im opening my own store. im doing the art show and a re raymi’s 19th nervous breakdwon post pre bday party


i never went


thats why i fucking hate birthdays


they always suck but at least 2 days later – ten years we all look back are all all…”bluuuughh….that was so funny.”


tho inside you’re all i hate everyone theyre mean to me im going to fucking sue them i swear to god or blackmail or get arrested twice in LA and get sent to the fucking winona ryder movie psyche ward and then realiswe that im so damn cool over here and they think im crazy.


hmm


mixed responses of emotions from that. thats liek when im typing on msn im all like

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{blep. bleep. bleeeeeeeep… bill gates./coupland/microserfs/when is that movie going to be made? i want to – narrate/act/anything/film/be the napkin folder or the loser fuckhead}


i just want internet oen a at a time bnuddies back. no sex. pretend im castrated and im all way too chill to drink that koolaid in jamestown massacre or something. i hatethe world i hate area codes and i love oprah and doctor phil can always go and doctor phuck hisself


kuz he screams therapy and fear and insecurities of being old and bitter and whatves into helping others. he is meant to heal the wounds of fat retarded americans, anyway because it’s not my problem. my shows/movies/tv everything media all of it is mine so if you wanna steal it first, fine go ahead.


be prepared for a lot of fucking pro boner lawsuits/ legal shite etc etc etc


im a free agent only once, free advice and being nice, once and one time only. i have at least 2500 emails to sort n all frum diff accounts. lemme edit my own shite or you can just shit around and wait for me to do that.


im my own clique of bloogs. ive had mine since 1999 and thats kuz of jacob smid in toronto of emergeworld.com now defunct and then vice boards the original hate/lovers said to me yah fuck off raymi, and that i did……..


i like em. there is no hate. just a im doing my own shite it;s a coincidence that yer in uk now kuz like i have to be there in august for a wedding, family type shite. im looking into my own world real estate. i know how do things cheapest. family – friends – then do it yerself.


forcedindependence.com ? why dont you tryand steal ideas. memes, common consciousness, stream type shit. like when we all slam the shit outta elevator buttons, why do we all do that when we know it’s been pressed already by some fat guy? ebcause it’s a meme.


meaning: ?


im not white trash. im not a pill head. i never did heroin. i was a valedictorian and all that gay shit and i actaully am related to that fag kerouac guy however , my dad’s side was total wasp and clashed but yeh, thats my own family shit and i was neevr beat up or abused or raped. i was spoiled by white collar boredom.


lauren white sucks.


hhhhahahahhahaha


ill be back east by tues………….monday….?

no one ever told me i was hot.


enough.


i understand only when they are nervous and then i get crazy and neurotic and goofy because then like that mtv jenna chick, shes goofy [ which over ehre u call it peckerwood, on the east coast in jail it’s not goofy like in disney moovies. etc etc etc ]


and only then i realise that theyre nervous or want to have sex with me and i remember i am just a lonely neurotic piece of shit who isnt lonely anymore and likes to scream at B aLoney pierce’s television unit and talk to the scientologists cross the street and hear him talk about fouling up sluts. ahhahahahha/ uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. thanks tony. whens my that potato chip and onion dip and one beer and glass of water party?????????/


insert emoticon at yer pleasure… [leisure] lehhh- zuuuuuuuuuur, like the brit/french/italian/porchugeuse……. way]


I LOVE NIGERIA!



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April 23, 2003




im way too hot for teacher. thanks beaches boys, strip club flies. kevin march and? i hope yer girl is hot n sassy. yep.




hi. prontopalbooze-uhhh! op laz booze ah?wehateporngood.




this be the clique, everyone chinks is aboot pussy ‘n stains on the rug[s].


reversified. ding. cowgriL styles.




ps – this guy, pffft. or whatever. don’t assume anything. i just wanna eat some fucking honky ass food with bL o n T y and talk aboot why i dont want to break a fekkin’ bone or shatter my shister/wrists. ok?


mmmmmmmk.


thanks guise. it’s been swell.


hehrhhehehrhehh.



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im actually quite petrified of breaking a bone. ive never done that yet. i want to get my own faggy wrist smashing gaurds [shatter-prevention etc etc] as well as knee pads, but apparantly anti sez that would be too gay if i had dirty knee pads and i obviously do not suck enough dick to justify wearing drrty shit fuck pads why? kuz its cooler when you have bloody fucking knees. yeh. totally.


dood.





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