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April 21, 2004



it’s over

you don’t need to tell me

i hope you’re with someone

who makes you feel safe

when you’re sleeping tonite

i wanna kill myself

trying to stay in your life

i got no distance left to run

when you see me

please

turn your back and walk away

i don’t wanna see you

‘cos i know the dreams

that you keep

was where we meet

when you’re coming down think of me here

i got no distance left to run

it’s over

i knew it would end this way

i hope you’re with someone

who makes you feel

that this life

is a life

when it settles down

stays around

spends more time with you

i got no distance left to run

i’m coming home


ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone it’s not warm when she’s away ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone and she’s always gone too long anytime she goes away wonder this time where she’s gone wonder if she’s gonna stay ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone and this house just ain’t no home anytime she goes away ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone only darkness everyday ain’t no sunshine when she’s gone and this house just ain’t no home anytime she goes away



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April 20, 2004

you are hardcore you make me hard you name the drama and i’ll play the part it seems i saw you in some teenage wetdream i like your get-up if you know what i mean i want it back i want it now oh can’t you see i’m ready now i’ve seen all the pictures i studied them forever i wanna make a movie so let’s star in it together oh don’t make a move ’til i say action oh here comes the hardcore live put your money where your mouth is tonite leave your make-up on and i’ll leave on the light come over here baby talk in the ‘mic oh i hear now it’s gonna be one hell of a nite you can’t be a spectator oh no you gotta take these dreams and make them whole ah this is hardcore there is no way back for you oh this is hardcore this is me on top of you and i can’t believe that it took me this long that it took me this long ah this is the eye of the storm it’s what men in stained raincoats pay for but in here it is pure this is the end of the line i”ve seen this storyline played oh so many times before oh that goes in there that goes in there and that goes in there and that goes in there and then it’s over oh what a hell of a show but what i want to know what exactly can you do for an encore this ‘cos this is hardcore




what on earth am i meant to do in this crowded place there is only you was gonna leave now i have to stay you have taken my breath away oooh is the world still spinning around spinning around oooh i dont feel like comin’ down it’s in your eyes i can tell what you’re thinking my heart is sinking too it’s no surprise i’ve been watching you lately i want to make it with you destiny has a funny way when it comes and takes all your cares away i can’t think of a single thing other than what a beautiful state i’m in




i’m a highschool lover and you’re my favorite flavor love is all all my soul you’re my playground love yet my hands are shaking i feel my body reeling time’s no matter i’m on fire on the playground love you’re the piece of gold that flashes on my soul extra time on the ground you’re my playground love anytime anywhere you’re my playground love




he met her in the fall he took her to a movie and when they’d done it all he took her to a movie and from the hospital he took her to a movie but so did i and when her heart was sad he took her to a movie she’s all he’s ever had he took her to a movie and should their love turn bad he took her to a movie but so did i and she’s been alone he took her to a movie when they cut off the phone he took her to a movie and when the cover’s blown he took her to a movie but so did i there’s nothing on tv he took her to a movie but she’s the one for me he took her to a movie we’re at number three he took her to a movie but so did i


my love must be a kind of blind love i can’t see anyone but you are the stars out tonite i don’t know if it’s cloudy or bright i only have eyes for you dear the moon may be high but i can’t see a thing in the sky i only have eyes for you i don’t know if we’re in a garden or on a crowded avenue you are here and so am i maybe millions of people go by but they all disappear from view and i only have eyes for you




all eyes were upon her as she took a seat her name was amanda pretty eyes of green hair of blond strawberry blond – she lived with her mother in an old decrepid house if there was trouble at home she kept it to herself all summer long strawberry blond and by her face there was no way to tell it seemed like all was well in the world but the neighbor said her mother had lost her will gin and sleeping pills it was no life for a little girl still i see her face framed in blue sky at the top of the slide coming down and when the sirens wail her mother had failed to rise all the neighbors stood outside as amanda she stared at the ground time flies and years apart i’d forgotten all about her and i saw her down the aisle of the streetcar with her daughter and i heard amanda say as she got up come on samantha girl this is our stop and they were gone two strawberry blonds



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hi lauren,


i did some of your laundry. you spent a lot of money on those tops so i did them carefully and layed them out on the washer/dryer. lauren, i was very upset to see the drug baggies and a coke spoon in your drawer. you can’t keep any drug stuff here or smoke cigarettes in your room. we want you to get well.



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April 18, 2004



i don’t want to wonder if this is a blunder i don’t want to worry whether we’re going to stay together ’til we die i don’t want to jump in unless this music’s stomping all the dishes rattle in the cupboards when the elephants arrive i want to love you madly i want to love you now i want to love you i want to love you madly i want to love you love you love you madly i don’t want to fake it i just want to make it the ornaments look pretty but they’re pulling down the branches of the tree i don’t want to think about it i don’t want to talk about it when i kiss your lips i want to sink down to the bottom of the sea i want to love you madly i want to love you now i want to love you i want to love you madly i want to love you love you love you madly i don’t want to hold back i don’t want to slip down i don’t want to think back to the one thing that i know i should have done i don’t want to doubt you know everything about you i don’t want to sit across the table from you wishing i could run


jolene jolene jolene jolene

i’m begging of you please don’t take my man

jolene jolene jolene jolene

please don’t take him even though you can


your beauty is beyond compare with flaming locks of auburn hair with ivory skin and eyes of emerald green your smile is like a breath of spring and your voice it sounds like summer rain and i cannot compete with you jolene he talks about you in his sleep and there’s nothing i can do to keep from crying when he calls your name jolene


jolene jolene jolene jolene

i’m begging of you please don’t take my man

jolene jolene jolene jolene

please don’t take him even though you can


well i can easily understand how you can easily take my man but you don’t know what it means to me jolene well you can have your choice of man but i could never love again he’s the only one for me jolene and i had to have this talk with you my happiness depends on you and whatever you decide to do jolene


jolene jolene jolene jolene

i’m begging of you please don’t take my man

jolene jolene jolene jolene

please don’t take him even though you can


knew you’d be here tonite so i put my best dress on boy i was so right


i’m a rabbit in your headlight scared of the spotlight you don’t come to visit i’m stuck in this bed thin rubber gloves she laughs when she’s crying she cries when she’s laughing


you’re going out with her tonite and that’s no good because when we talked i thought you’d understood


i was alright for awhile i could smile for awhile but i saw you last nite you held my hand so tight as you stopped to say hello oh you wished me well you couldn’t tell that i’d been crying over you crying over you and you said so long left me standing all alone alone and crying crying crying crying it’s hard to understand that the touch of your hand can start me crying i thought that i was over you but it’s true so true i love you even more than i did before but darling what can i do though you don’t love me and i’ll always be crying over you crying over you yes now you’re gone and from this moment on i’ll be crying..wah wah wah gay sucky suckhole…


playgirl why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world hey playgirl

playgirl why are you dancing when you could be alone hey playgirl

playgirl why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world hey playgirl

playgirl choking on cigarettes will get you along

hey playgirl hey playgirl

northern lights catch you coming down

sleep your way out of your hometown



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my cat is in love with me and thinks i am his mother. hoo ha is going to be a mumsy soon, well not hoo ha really only laura petrie is. so cute. she said she has skinny legs and body ‘cept for her tummy and looks like humpty dumpty. go say hi to her. one time i walked out of her apt. in scarey town brooklyn and a car was on fire right outside and then i dumped pop on this guy’s head for calling me chunky and not taking it back and we got plastered at pump’s spilled drinks in the old man bar on bill’s lap and she had a kitty koongus on a leash that got run over. aww. then we got bitchy at each other. we did each other with a strap-on too. we both had boy hair. mental cases, really. she had a drive-thru wedding and didn’t even get out of the car. awesome. there was a crazy rain hail wind lightning thunderstorm today at 10amish. the cat went insane. everytime my mum calls she blocks her number.



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April 17, 2004



fuck i’m stuck smoking weed because i can’t find the two cigarettes i brought in the house. urrg. some dude on the highway was flipping me off and didn’t even realise it. now i am going to soak in the tub and make fart bubbles.


neahht




meltingdolls says:

i just want to play piano all day

raymitheminx.com says:

that sounds kinda lame

raymitheminx.com says:

but im kinda lame

meltingdolls says:

yes but i am kinda lame

raymitheminx.com says:

heh

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what are u my brain

meltingdolls says:

quit stealing my thoughts

meltingdolls says:

every time i think of someone someone steals it

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thought stealer

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fucking diet vanilla coke

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that shit was my idea

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i invented the bicycle seat

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hot

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i invented the internet

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thats too outlandish no one would believe that, think smaller

raymitheminx.com says:

like i invented play-doh

meltingdolls says:

ah. I invented hogans heros

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strangers

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i invented balki

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i am balki

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bartokamous

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you are my child

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bartalkamous

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he had a sheep named dimitri

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amazing

meltingdolls says:

i know it

raymitheminx.com says:

no i was right the first time how i spelled it

meltingdolls says:

i see

meltingdolls says:

did you consult the TGIF handbook?

raymitheminx.com says:

no

raymitheminx.com says:

i googled it and then it asked me like i was an idiot, did you mean…?

raymitheminx.com says:

and they spell it the right way

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fuckers

meltingdolls says:

ah

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brilliant

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raymitheminx.com says:

me?

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or google

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google

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oh dur

raymitheminx.com says:

im class dumbass

meltingdolls says:

i’m the class skipper



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Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.

meltingdolls says:

hi baby

raymitheminx.com says:

whats the word

meltingdolls says:

chicken sandwitches

meltingdolls says:

spelled like that

raymitheminx.com says:

im making um soup

raymitheminx.com says:

the orange kind

raymitheminx.com says:

squash?

meltingdolls says:

i just took an adderall in an attempt to get my homework done

raymitheminx.com says:

cracked red peppers innit

meltingdolls says:

mm yes um i’m jealous

raymitheminx.com says:

woah awesome

raymitheminx.com says:

i just smoked a j

meltingdolls says:

wow.

meltingdolls says:

this russian girl i used to see came into the bar i worked at last night with her new white-trash-bond girl girlfriend

raymitheminx.com says:

hang on i have to check the burner to make sure the house does not go up in flames

meltingdolls says:

and they made out in the bath room

meltingdolls says:

ok

raymitheminx.com says:

mega hot

meltingdolls says:

yes

meltingdolls says:

but russian girl got all fat

meltingdolls says:

and they ordered 6 shots of well vodka

meltingdolls says:

and got this disgusting photographer to pay for it all

meltingdolls says:

if someone had ordered me well vodka i would have poured it on their open wound.

raymitheminx.com says:

no kidding

raymitheminx.com says:

m using this convo on my blooooog called it first

meltingdolls says:

do it

raymitheminx.com says:

im eating soup with a wooden spoon i feel like cinderella

meltingdolls says:

i’m drinking water out of a beer bottle i feel like trailer trasherella

raymitheminx.com says:

last nite a black girl wanted to fight me another girl confronted me about me calling her pregnant and a joan jett lookalike said i was the hottest thing in the bar

raymitheminx.com says:

also water was poured on my head

meltingdolls says:

aww

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u are trailer trasherella

meltingdolls says:

yes

raymitheminx.com says:

errm screwells

raymitheminx.com says:

screwella

meltingdolls says:

dog boy called me and tall guy “sexy mclaymi and jaily brokenstien.”

meltingdolls says:

he is a genius

meltingdolls says:

you would be in love with him, i expect

raymitheminx.com says:

sexy mclaymi, after me?

meltingdolls says:

i serioulsy fucked up my finger nail at work. i also missed king missle playing at the calidonia.

meltingdolls says:

oh he just said it

meltingdolls says:

but yes pretty much you are raymi mclaymi

raymitheminx.com says:

aww

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this is the gayest spoon ever

meltingdolls says:

is it giant?

meltingdolls says:

i want soup

raymitheminx.com says:

no tiny and the pot is like this clay looking thing

raymitheminx.com says:

so oliver twist orphan type shit

raymitheminx.com says:

so hungover

meltingdolls says:

whenever i’m in a resturant i want to throw my bowl of soup in disgust

raymitheminx.com says:

harhar

meltingdolls says:

i worked last night. i am mildly hungover

meltingdolls says:

i made big cash

raymitheminx.com says:

how much

meltingdolls says:

now i can blow it on guitar chords

meltingdolls says:

like… not really that much

raymitheminx.com says:

my fone bill is now 785

meltingdolls says:

oh shit

raymitheminx.com says:

i want to jump off a tall building

raymitheminx.com says:

i dreamt about zombies

meltingdolls says:

fuck that come to georgia

meltingdolls says:

we’ll go to six flags it will be similar

raymitheminx.com says:

nice so thats wher u live i keep forgetting

meltingdolls says:

yes

meltingdolls says:

the dirty souf

meltingdolls says:

my city doesn’t suck though

meltingdolls says:

the frat boys are amazing

meltingdolls says:

its eyeliner oclock

raymitheminx.com says:

mm

meltingdolls says:

i can’t believe i have a naval ring

raymitheminx.com says:

i use to have one

meltingdolls says:

who do i think i am? some kind of britany spears fuckface tanorexic?

raymitheminx.com says:

the hole closed up and now that i am as big as a house u cant even see the hole

meltingdolls says:

oh shut up you’re skinnnnny

meltingdolls says:

how much do you weigh anyway

raymitheminx.com says:

120

raymitheminx.com says:

5’9

meltingdolls says:

i’m 5’3 and like 111

meltingdolls says:

wait unless i go to my moms for the weekend. then i come back five pounds heavier.

meltingdolls says:

cause she shovles food into my mouth

raymitheminx.com says:

i love that

meltingdolls says:

so do i

meltingdolls says:

i put a very non rocking song on my blog

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i put a very non rocking song on my blog

meltingdolls says:

hi hi

meltingdolls says:

i put a very non rocking song on my blog

raymitheminx.com says:

email me this whole convo i just lost it

meltingdolls says:

ok

meltingdolls says:

i think i am going to have to put some metal up to redeem myself

raymitheminx.com says:

haha

meltingdolls says:

its ok because it is about getting drunk

meltingdolls says:

i almost cut my hair all off really short last night cause i got bored

raymitheminx.com says:

oh fuck i almost do that all THE TIME

meltingdolls says:

me too

meltingdolls says:

the criminal cuts it now

raymitheminx.com says:

awesome

meltingdolls says:

my bosses were calling him superman last night

meltingdolls says:

cause he’s like

meltingdolls says:

gigantic

raymitheminx.com says:

haha

meltingdolls says:

even though he can’t look at red and blue together cause he’s color blind

meltingdolls says:

he hates redheads too

meltingdolls says:

but i fixed that.

raymitheminx.com says:

good for u

meltingdolls says:

he likes that you put him on your blog

meltingdolls says:

i think he is mental about you

meltingdolls says:

back of bitch she’s mine

raymitheminx.com says:

im so wanted

meltingdolls says:

yes

meltingdolls says:

welcome to the desperate adoration of the internet

meltingdolls says:

are you bloggin

raymitheminx.com says:

no im taking a drug test

meltingdolls says:

i see

meltingdolls says:

are you pissing in a cup then

raymitheminx.com says:

no its a what drug am i test

raymitheminx.com says:

ill email it to u

meltingdolls says:

oh joy yes

raymitheminx.com says:

i am now listening to vanilla ice

meltingdolls says:

where the fuck are my eyebrow tweesers. i am starting to look like anne frank over here for fucks sake.

raymitheminx.com says:

i shave my eyebrows

meltingdolls says:

i am listening to broken social scene.

meltingdolls says:

the song “anthem for a 17 year old girl” is so fucking good.

meltingdolls says:

its such a good anthem

meltingdolls says:

i have a vanilla ice folder

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i have a vanilla ice folder

meltingdolls says:

you are back

meltingdolls says:

your internet blows

raymitheminx.com says:

no kidding

meltingdolls says:

ha ha

meltingdolls says:

ok

meltingdolls says:

i am lick blogging

raymitheminx.com says:

nice

meltingdolls says:

do you write for that ever?

raymitheminx.com says:

i dont know what to write

raymitheminx.com says:

im barely writing for my own blog right now u know

raymitheminx.com says:

i will moree in the future

meltingdolls says:

I don’t know what to write either in lick

meltingdolls says:

it’s all girl powery

raymitheminx.com says:

i know

raymitheminx.com says:

i just want to shit talk everyone

meltingdolls says:

I love your blog raym

meltingdolls says:

so do it

meltingdolls says:

fucking do it

raymitheminx.com says:

i am lick magazine

meltingdolls says:

100% you are

meltingdolls says:

i’ll put this part in lick ok

meltingdolls says:

not the part i sent you

meltingdolls says:

i want you in lick cause you’re the ideal lick girl

meltingdolls says:

the fact that you dont give a fuck enough to blog in it

meltingdolls says:

maybe makes you more of a lick girl than ever

raymitheminx.com says:

i KNOW

raymitheminx.com says:

catch 22 dude

raymitheminx.com says:

or whatever the gay saying is

meltingdolls says:

thats a good book

raymitheminx.com says:

never read it

meltingdolls says:

its hilarious

meltingdolls says:

i also jacked off at the end cause it talked about sex a lot

meltingdolls says:

even though its not sexy at all

meltingdolls says:

i was pent up

meltingdolls says:

i jacked off to the fucking starr report.

raymitheminx.com says:

i jack off to the weather chanel

meltingdolls says:

i jack off to the church channel

raymitheminx.com says:

ew

raymitheminx.com says:

haha

meltingdolls says:

yes. i want your virgin kiddie molester cock

raymitheminx.com says:

i can jack off and read a book and talk on the fone at the same time

meltingdolls says:

me too

meltingdolls says:

i’m going to be a phone sex operator

meltingdolls says:

and write about it

meltingdolls says:

can i use your picture on lick

meltingdolls says:

for this post

meltingdolls says:

i’m going to. and also i am going to steal your band width

raymitheminx.com says:

ok thats cool

raymitheminx.com says:

i use to be sort of a fone sex person

raymitheminx.com says:

except u could see me live too

raymitheminx.com says:

ew barf

meltingdolls says:

ah web cam girl

raymitheminx.com says:

yeh

raymitheminx.com says:

bedcam girl

meltingdolls says:

god i feel all fucky

meltingdolls says:

i have to get goin

meltingdolls says:

i need a cig first

raymitheminx.com says:

ok

meltingdolls says:

i have to go to my ex boyfriends and get some pirated softwar

meltingdolls says:

ok

meltingdolls says:

i am so goddamned hardcore. stealing software.

raymitheminx.com says:

i know what are u like that movie hackers

meltingdolls says:

exactly

meltingdolls says:

when are people going to start stealing my identity so i can go after them with my krew of plether wearing vixen friends?

raymitheminx.com says:

hahahaha

meltingdolls says:

ok i’m off like a prom dress

raymitheminx.com says:

ok see u

raymitheminx.com says:

co

raymitheminx.com says:

xo

raymitheminx.com says:

i mean

meltingdolls says:

exo



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it was the struggle of the century and all the grown men came to see the girl who could tame the tiger yeh yeh the heart of the southern lovers they found her under the sea she said she came from cell block three the girl hit hard like a baracuda baby she floated on air like a pressed up waif she was a primal institution she was a danger to herself yeh…mystery girl mystery girl keep on faking your mystery world cuz mystery boys will be your toys the mystery boys will be your toys


I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

and like…i WANTED to jerk off

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

but

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

i mean…my state was too confused, i couldnt really understand what i was seeing on the screen

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

like

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

“whats he…..doing….to her?”

raymitheminx.com says:

hahahahaa

raymitheminx.com says:

like what dogs think when they see u fuck

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

lol

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

exactly

raymitheminx.com says:

they think the woman is being attacked

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

hahahahahaha

raymitheminx.com says:

hehh

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

i once saw this episode of the fresh prince

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

and carlton is like

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

cause he heard an argument for his parents

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

and he goes to Will “Will, i heard noises coming from mom and dads room”

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

and will is like

I wanna watch you come apart at the seams says:

“I told you this already carlton…HE’S NOT HURTING HER!”

raymitheminx.com says:

hahahahahahahaa

raymitheminx.com says:

that is all i ever say when i talk to you – hahahahahhahaa



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