Happy birthday Raymi/Lauren..

Have a great year.

I used to write to you. I used to like to write to interesting people on the

internet to thank them for sharing… but I don’t so much anymore since I became

a VERY interesting person and went nuts and let my phone run out and quit all my

jobs (and called that guy a liar and said he was cheating me, even though he

wasn’t) and stopped paying rent and didn’t leave my house hardly for a year. My

landlord finally broke in cuz he thought I was dead and then came back with a

guy from the city to take me to the loony-bin but somehow I talked them out of

it- “but I have a CAT!”, ”

“What about my cat!”

So then I had to make all kinds of promises to all kinds of people and I have to

walk around to a lot of places and wait in lots of lines with other crazy

people. I had to change from my drugs to their drugs, but I still think like a

drug addict and sometimes snort my klonopin. I’m tired all the time and make

tiny paintings and I have a phone again. Yay.

Anyway, I’m sure you’ll have a better year than that.

So will i.

Thanks for doing your blog.

J.R