monstergirl has erected a jim morrison shrine in her new painting’s honour le sigh.

so this slug of a woman in the bathroom at the gladstone looks me up and down with this pregnant pause like she is waiting for the chicks in the mirrors to be on full-alert then she declares HMM IT MUST TAKE A LOT OF CONFIDENCE TO WEAR WHITE BOOTS AFTER LABOUR DAY and kind of silently sniggers at her own remark then the quiet is really loud collective intakes of breath i wait it out a teeny bit by fixing her with some mean stink-eye really thick like you are a stupid ignorant ugly hag (ps. this woman is past her prime, dressed in a ridiculous multi-coloured beach ball vomit dress and in no way has the upperhand when it comes to fashion) and say ACTUUUUUUALLY, NO, IT DOESN’T and then everyone is gasping again over the tension then i go into a stall and i guess the woman leaves and everyone is still sort of quiet and then whispering about that woman.

i have this look about me i guess like if someone is in a bad mood because of their shitty time, i look like a safe person to let it out on cos i don’t have ten thousand accessories on, i don’t know how to explain it it’s just that women seem to enjoy being catty toward me, unwarrantedly.

and it’s not like my boots are like HELLO WE ARE WHITE BOOTS NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH NAH they’re just like fucking white fuck off dickhead boots, and ps. who are you my mom? that’s something i distinctly remember her saying about some woman wearing white heels at the bay a long time ago, something her own mother would say too. i remember thinking so what?

thankfully i made that woman feel really stupid in a concise manner and i didn’t bump into her again, self-important “industry” fucks can eat my shit.

the whole exchange made me feel violent like how some people in my comments say things about how i look or what i am wearing like it is somehow supposed to be significant like that’s all you have? you seriously want to go there with me? you say oh well it’s on the interent so expect it yeah that’s fine but can i also have higher expectations of you people like i dunno not sucking? i get that you are social cowards and inept mostly, of all the events i go to and people i would never stoop to your level, is all.