the coupland reading is today and i am getting anxious and the reason for it will make more than half of you angry, you see, i am not very well-versed in nerd protocol, if there isn’t a bar or loud obnoxious music it’s hard to be normal, or pay attention. i think i’m just nervous to be near the guy i’ve been reading since grade 9 and maybe the fantasy illusion will be destroyed so i am considering not going and instead going to melissa’s cd release party, or go for a little bit then leave but i know i will be very fucking angry at myself if i don’t go so right now all i’m doing is crapping and writing, crapping and writing and spacing out.

we saw the da vinci code yesterday afternoon and cos of how long it is i got a wicked neck/headache and on our way home fil was all BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ BEEP BEEP conspiracy theory blablabla treasure hunt dur dur dur and i’m all SHUT UP I CANNOT HANDLE ANY MORE INFORMATION RIGHT NOW!

i’m watching the bad kids play in the park right now and they have a supervisor for once who looks like michael stipe/that guy from live/a graphic designer.

i’m gonna go longboarding.