i am iron B deficient. this means when i get sick, i get sick. Mo’fo. i turn into this brittle old lady type person who walks around all hunched over and puts a blanket over their legs when they sit down on the couch. fuckin’ hell. if i were to drink a beer right ’bout now it’d be like taking acid – hallucination city. my head weighs fifty pounds, i have the hugest, darkest circles under my eyes like that of a crackwhore and my hair has gone to shit. it hurts to think, to eat, to lie down….i can’t even get my shit together enough to make soup.