have you seen the metallica doc. yet? it is 4 hours full of whiney bitchy tackiness and everyone sucks. lars sucks because he is lars. hetfeild sucks because he goes to russia for two weeks and shoots a bear for no reason and then goes to rehab for 6 months. their producer is a pushover. they have a rock band therapist who follows them around everywhere and gets paid 40 grand a month. anyway, ble ble metallica rules i know but still, seeing behind the scenes ruins everything. oh and it was also pretty boring. and the way they write their lyrics is just laughable.

before that we went to aimee/derek’s and played with derek’s cat and snake and it creeped me out. i took pictures.

i just bought underwear. my hair is retarded. band practise tonite. we threw rocks in the lake earlier and found a pair of jeans with flowers on them that belong to a little girl and it was peculiar. oh and we found a dead duck but half of its body was missing. i threw a snowball at fil’s crotch by accident and then he hit his head on this low-hanging porch. and i laughed.