raymi my neck hurts so fucking much but here is a blurry picture of the face
end of me i’ll send you a better one soon a non-blurry one but the big
computer is off right now and walking around the table to turn it on might
mean official crippledom
raymitheminx.com is already wellknown i got a letter from my ex-boyfriend
the other day who feels eerie that he finds us in some way strangely similar
i disagree but anyway he mentioned that he has a crush on you which i’m sure
is far from uncommon but i have to say getting letters from your
ex-boyfriend that say a) aren’t you just like this other girl and b) i have
a swollen crush on her is more than a little disconcerting
not really actually, i’m mostly making up my concern. mostly i don’t care
so much except that i’m slightly jealous not of him but your writing is so
good and it makes me feel a little sick
anyway here you go. send codeine to me in exchange please or percocet
oh now i remember
you are fucking beautiful, jesusfuck!
my writing isnt all that good all i do is write the truth exactly as i
am thinking it and i write with rhythym and mood and when my heart is
breaking and i write from pain…
yeh its fucking hard being me dude everyone is jealous of something
and im all jealous of them for being jealous of me and i am like
PLEASE just be my friend and dont not let me come hang out with you
kuz u think yer boy is going to fly all over me and so then i am stuck
hanging with boys all the time and we fight kuz they want to do me and
i am like STOP it all i want to do is be happy and not have to drink
all the fucking time because i am miserable because your girlfriend
wont let me be her friend and just because i am this fucking
raymitheminx shit doesnt mean a thing like yeh i want attention but
then i get it and i am like YARG all neurotic, like last nite went to
strip club and i made fun of everything and everyone because i was
uncomfortable kuz i am all growned up yet still a kid and i only want
a manfriend to be true to and him not be afraid i am going to have sex
with the entire universe, so i was all uncomfortable in the stripclub
kuz it was the first one i had been in ina very long time and i was
like dont these girls try anymore, where is the burlesque, are men
really turned on by this, i was all scientific and then as i got
drunker and drunker i turned into a man and started slamming the table
and then finally i walked onto the stage and had a fiver in my mouth
and i said to the eurohottie there is a tip for you in my sock and
then she found it and it was an american 1 and she said YOU Are SO
coool that eees SO cooool and i got up and went BLARRRRGH like a
rockstar and ran off stage and couldnt look at anyone or anything
because i was too flushed with ohmygod i had to do that i just did it
i have to drink a lot right this second and i didnt see my friends
where they were suppose to be and i was thinking FUCK they missed my
neurotic stripperliedownthing but they were right behind me and then
justin said that was worth the wait and i was like, phew.
anyway, all girls are the sam, basically and guys get freaked kuz they
are like woah why is everyone copying this raymi girl or how is it
possible they are the same – look focker, girls are the same and that
is final.
now what do you want to talk about
