Dear. abused Friend

I am truly sorry you were a sweatheart and still miss you, but it is much easier to be alone. I wouldn’t like anything more than to be able to wright you every once in a while. I was being “selfish” I know but I’m natural any asshole to those I care about.

On a lighter note I hope that you have started to relax and not worry so much, it’ll be the death of you and show on your face.

lauren I would still love to be your friend because true blue buddies are hard to come by. There is just something about you I love.\ Sorry I just wrote that not even thinking, but there is definently something I really like about. I definently will understand if my being so crass on the phone will lead you to spit in my face, or if you tell me to fuck off, or have someone beat me up, but I must say this.

I have done a lot of thinking and a lot of things since I last saw you. I worked I few nights down in the T.O. got a new job changed houses twice, and went up north with my older friends and they helped me find a balance to it all. It’s been a personal growing peirod that made me see that it is not healthy to sacrifice things that make me happy for my futurie and visa versa.

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all I know is I hadto write this to you because I felt like shit but all in all I am just glad I knew all the face’s of lauren.

PS. I would love to see you for a coffe or even talk to you on the phone to see how you are.

If you want to leave me a message you can at *** *** **** but please don’t leave a shity measage with my grandma

Thanx

sorry