loose lululemon shirt: now and then

i can’t remember what size this is. i will tell you when i take it off and check. maybe a 6. anyway last day of cleanse. seeing jeanette in a few hours and she will be re-introducing me to food, or food to me. excited and scared.

*i am pre-menses bloated here even so i am actually going to be or am leaner than seen here. could be. will be. you know what i mean.

clearly i cannot tell time at all, it was not four months ago that i bought that shirt. it was november. jesus i’m on six/seven months now. i looked like this:

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barf.

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holy shit i am soo much more defined now. seeing myself in the mirror today doing bicep curls i looked like a lithe olympiad. i can’t wait to start running. need good shoes for it.

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kay now look.

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slight of hand placement trickery. i don’t know why i bother i’m still a teenier torso. i’ll tell you my measurements in my next TMR post. mom, can you and lois come in next week for a workout?

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see how tight it was formfitting see how these are the worst before pictures to compare by holy crapola more fat pictures of me here. but then only a week or so later i was tiny maybe it was just the pigtails (totally) and a different shirt, or a fat day. who knows. what i DO know for sure is that my arms are no longer flabby, they’re huge still but toned huge. oh and i’m chiseled in the torso. washboard.