might as well face it i’m addicted to raymi

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5207408012/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5206810363/in/photostream/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5206809915/in/photostream/

good deek out with the pictures of cats and stuff. maybe i shouldn’t post that magnet before i blow it for every alcoholic in toronto. meh.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5206809437/in/photostream/

it was a very lebowski afternoon.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5206808143/in/photostream/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5207405048/in/photostream/

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look i made my own weird reece peanut butter “cup” using pumpkin butter chocolate chips on shasha spelt bread (melodie is obsessed with this bread so it must be good) and it was actually delicious i scarfed it down fast. was starving. go hippie food yeah.

i’ve lost a pound. i still reject what the scale at TMR says. at my dad’s and at home i am lighter. i told james he should probably get a new scale cos his is garbage. i asked him why all italians are into splash pants so much. i am starting to break him down with my comedy i was doing some side squats once my body was getting sore and heavy and he said i looked like his nonna and i said yeah she WISHES.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5207406338/

http://www.flickr.com/photos/raymilauren/5206808451/in/photostream/

skinnier today than i was yesterday and these shots are so not indicative (big word me!) of how leaned out i now finally am. james said i can only weigh myself once a week. i said no deal, once every other day, he said no deal so i said ok fine only on skinny days then and he said that’s fine. tricked him though because what if every day is a skinny day? i weigh myself in the morning and at night.

thank you fashion magazines and cosmopolitan and YM. yeah actually YM is to blame for my weight obsession thank god that magazine tanked if they still existed i would write them an essay long diss letter. if my niece ever gets body issues i am going to pulverize whoever’s responsible. probably me. ugh.