ran away to tell the world
more than five years later. i took this photo of myself on my 21st birthday that liz expertly, uniquely recreated in painting-form. anyway aside from the no bangs (that i frequently pine for) and the blond, pretty much the same yeah?
i don’t know why it’s funny to me it just is. when i go to the bathroom i stand beside it and try to pose like that and it’s impossible, my brain tries to tell my head where to look and then i feel really smart. here’s the photo, was used for the cover of dear raymi, that jamie designed.
sigh. youth.
here’s something from someone smarter and wiser than i.
First I want to state I am an old guy. Am not on your site to look at your tittys, though they are nice, there are a lot of that all over the internets. You are an entertaining writer. I enjoy your humor.
I read your post last night. You laid it out there for all to see. There was nothing that surprised me to much. Y’all were on the run a lot. Can’t keep that life style up for a long period of time. I have been down that road. It catches up with you.
I wish Phil well…………
I hope you realize you will lose some of your current friends. These are friends for your current life style. Drinking and partying. They are not bad friends it is just something that will happen. You are wanting to change your life and they are enjoying what they are doing. Don’t be to hard on them. Choices. They will talk to you but you will find there will be less and less to talk about. Your mutual interest have changed.
Please try to keep up your current humor, you are a fun read. You are also quite attractive. Even old guys happen to notice that stuff……
Rami(Lauren) I wish you well for whatever the future brings you. I do believe you have the right attitude and just keep on keeping on and moving forward for yourself.
Sounds as though you have a great family to support you…..You are blessed.
Have a great day………………………
how much did sesame street pay google for this one?
word. that dude is pretty smart… my bf had a stroke 3 months ago and, well, he was quite the “partier”. complete life change for him. be well, and maybe we can watch a movie together soon er something.
You look like a doll in the 21 pic!
marie antoinette date A – pretentious silence at the beginning.
thanks reeny too bad it was wasted on a douche bf at the time (not the recent ex)
I don’t know if because I’m not making the same decision you did it means I’m not as strong. I want to believe that things can change. At what point do you know for sure?
ugh that’s a heavy one. go for happiness. if you both want it to work then you make it work.
YAY! I’m so happy to see that painting on yer wall. I have to say, I am digging your hair blonde. You may have inspired me to go back to the salon for highlights…even though it’s November…
you already ARE blond like blonder than butter
Yes but you can never be too blonde. Anyway the chemicals dry out my grease-a-thon hair nicely.
i think i could be TOO blond, my face is too fierce, features strong. i’d have to tint my eyebrows maybe if i went the route of platinum.
Oooh, just don’t end up like this chick:
http://fourfour.typepad.com/.a/6a00d83451b8c369e20120a6136089970c-pi
well, that was my plan. sigh im so out of touch with antm. no cable here. probably a good thing.
LOVE the dark hair/red lip combo in that pic, it suits you very well!
PS i admire your strength in all that’s been going on, keep it up
The old Dude is right……Raymi.
capt obvs
Liz rocks and so do you.
Yes, I agree with Old Dude
Change is good, sometimes a change is as good as a rest
That lifestyle was eating away at your soul
and you are a very smart brave woman
to have found your way out…
keep growing out of it, onward and upward with healthier changes
We are here routing for you!ox
although we hate eachother’s guts, I like your hair that color.
Big Bird legs are cuz it was the 40th anniversary of Sesame Street. Did you catch Big Bird on Jimmy Kimmel?