another day in the life of awesome

so i think i’m really going to quit drinking this time guys after the total feelin’ kooky of yesterday all day long i thought to myself gee i don’t want to feel like this ever again no amount of 99 cent pervert on vacation hats will fix it. i woke up after 3 in the morning for the millionth time and had to stay up reading until i was tired enough to safely go back to sleep without a world of nausea raining down on me. i have also come to realise that not getting enough sleep also creates this clusterfuck within me, so no sleep plus hangover plus a small glass of wine equals all nite long nausea. another also i now know about all this is i get so nervous and paranoid that i am going to get nauseous that that becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, i worry myself sick. god getting older sucks everyone!

i was having the stupidest dream too it was about my camera settings being all warbly (i noticed that in some of yesterday’s photos the pictures aren’t as sharp) and so bunny’s face and my camera and panic and then wake up sweating. oh well i at least made a decent dent in the nirvana bio i’m re-reading and added an entry into my journal come diary chronicling being nauseous all the time.

ha half pasty tanned face yes i know i look especially creepy in this one this is the outfit i chose to wear to the supermarket last nite all the women loved it. we had dinner at home and watched antm and rock of love and john and kate plus 8 nothing too punk rock.

i think i have the blues i’m going to work out in a bit then maybe go shopping and cry secretly amongst racks of impulse clothing KIDDING i’m broke dudes yeah right!

i dunno if what bunny’s up to today is a secret or not so i’ll just say uh i’m going to see her later k bye.

OH and HAPPY BIRTHDAY PITT!!!!!!