i am not coughing up blood anymore but my nose is a fucking snot sweat shop if i don’t update i am either dead or at my dad’s where there isn’t internet access today i was going to go to work with him but he was all uh you are ill stay home it’s cool so i slept ’til 11 and then puttered around and watched garbage television and felt like my life was pretty much meaningless then i spied on the busybody neighbour across the street, he is a hardcore nosy fuck and last nite when i was getting ready for bed about midnite he was swinging a bat in his front yard, alone, AT MIDNITE, totally peeping me through the blinds. so today i took a spy video of him on his driveway dumping poolwater into the gutter, his little daughters running around at his ankles, full-on ignoring them. then he waddled over to his neighbours to most likely describe how beautiful and mysterious i am.

ungh.

tomorrow is my grandma’s ash memorial then fil is going up north for cottage stag weekend (JEALOUS) and i am hanging with my dad, so tomorrow, no blog updates.

someone pointed out in my comments that there is a wikipedia entry on me now. i hope it doesn’t get deleted.

i feel pretty bummed lately, my mouth, now i’m fucking sick, stressed about my dad, his right leg is pretty weak and he’s blue about it, fil is going away on this long weekend, well, at least i lost some more weight.

i am drinking shitty champagne.

lates.