help this dude out

miss minx,
funny, after having the following issue, and no one to really talk about it with, i decided that you could possibly be my guiding light.

the story starts with me and a female friend. we were in a beautiful relationship, but i didn’t appreciate her. i knew it, just not enough to do something about it. needless to say, she canned my ass. during my resulting insomnia , i discovered, i truly do love this girl, and as the saying goes, i would do anything for her. i’ve tried to talk to her, and of course she wont have any of it. so, i sent her flowers, and got nothing. as pathetic as it is, i wake up from actual nightmares. the first and last feeling of the day consists of butterflies, and grossness. i guess my question is, where do i go from here? i cant sleep. im not hungry.
do you believe that there is one person for everyone? what if i threw it out? any help is appreciated. please, dont publish my name.

this is my advice:

if she dug you she would open up the lines of communicae communique and give you a second chance if you truly treated her like garbage like passive aggressive meanness you have to admit to it and apologize admit to all faults maybe you treated her so bad that she fucking hates you now my ex did that to me for 6 months and after i dumped him he went loony for awhile he thought i would always be around took me for granted controlled me hit me yelled at me all of that now i want him to die you might have to move on but if u didnt do nasty things to her then there is a chance, also i think there is always more than one person for someone so dont sweat it too much, it hurts for a little while but the pain goes away eventually and the more relationships you have will layer over the hurt and then it goes away completely