for some reason i can’t get my comments to open so no i am not ignoring you.

ok so i made it through customs and all that worrying was a stupid waste, luckily i lined up in the american citizen line by mistake and the chick was all how did you get in that line i said uh i dunno uhhh, i guess she figured i was dumb, therefore harmless and just waved me through and then i took the hugest BM ever EVER EEEVVEEERRR! i thought i was actually going to crap myself waiting in the queue for my boarding pass, i got all hot and fainty and i had to cross my legs and clench everything and i kept picturing well, the worst. had i lined up in the canadian line i would’ve had to wait an extra hour at least, phew.

then i had two double jamaican rum and oj’s at the lounge, i wasn’t planning on them being doubles but oh well i’m “on vacation” whatevs. so i have a buzz on and go to board and then i panic a bit thinking um maybe i am TOO buzzed everyone else appears to be with it so i bought gum and chillaxed, boarded, and then felt like the dumbest person ever, i completely forgot how to figure out how to find my seat by the letter/number on my ticket and so i held up the line exclaiming to the entire plane I DON’T KNOW WHERE I’M GOING like four times, total space cadet, i talk like a valley girl when i am looped so all these suit guys are all ho ho i know the way. anyway i felt dumb.

i sat beside this nice dude and we chatted for the majority of the flight which made time pass rather quickly.

jamie met me at the airport because i am too neurotic to travel by taxi alone into the city but before the taxi i bummed a light off some jersey dude which was actually his busted cigarette and i even gave him a fresh belmont but he still gave me a ton of attitude and everyone else i have encountered more or less since arriving i have been scrutinizing the way they speak to me and ask jamie if he thinks it’s rude or common, i guess i have been in canada for too long and am accustom to manners? phoniness? maybe it’s just me and my hi i am a tourist niceness that’s a turn-off?

we went to greenpoint tavern and AFV was on when we walked in!!!! total swoon. then we got mildly drunk and jamie’s blood sugar dropped unexpectedly so i had to rush and get him a chocolate bar i was a bit scared, i knew all about his diabetes and all that but with him it’s like i dunno, hard to believe cos he’s a fully-functional normal guy and you forget that he has a “condition” so yesterday was like a oh right you can’t over do it so much. he was apologetic and i was apologetic and he said it was his responsibility and i said yeah but it’s not like i’m gonna be HAVE DIABETES ON YOUR OWN TIME JAMIE!!

ha.

i think i will get my period today my stomache is aching, that or my liver is busted.