there’s this show called three wishes that’s on at 2am on CMT yes the country music tv channel anyway i don’t know why this show is so adamant about me crying my fucking head off everytime i watch it can you be more manipulative please?! last nite it featured a cute black 20 year old guy with a massive stutter and they gave him this delay hearing aid and he spoke perfectly and he was thanking everyone and busting up crying and it made me ugly sob cry, pools of tears all over my face and shirt. this show knows what it’s doing, they set all this shit up so that they can capture on tape the most emotional moment in the history of everyone’s lives and then they get all the friends and family and people of their community to stand in a ballpark to watch this girl who can’t walk, walk for the first time and get her diploma and then it’s just a fucking watershed why don’t you hang a bunch of puppies while you’re at it three wishes!

oh and then this chick who was adopted gets to see her mom for the first time in 30 years and everyone is bawling i would have just dove off the stage into everyone and crowdsurf into oblivion crying all the way.

and then they segue to these old people who have dreams and simple wishes and this one lady wanted to ride in a racecar on the track and her sons are all blubbering and this other guy’s dream was to play piano in a jazz bar one last time and everyone’s cheering for him and his son i swear i am too sensitive for this world.

more tv i watch updates later.