we saw capote last nite. i very much enjoyed it and found myself engrossed right off the bat. i was worried i would have to tell everyone to shut up but some old crotchety guy saved me from that when he went shhhhhhhhh, that was funny. the hanging part is disturbing. capote’s heart gave out when he was 84 due to complications caused by alcoholism. something to look forward to. he always had a gin and tonic in his hand. i counted like 200. after the movie is over you will be very depressed in a good melancholy way like siiiiiiigh i am so sad right now i am walking in a dark cloud of sadness no one understands how i am feeeeeeeeeeling.

i forgot to say we saw failure to launch a few days ago. i give it 9/10 stars, it is actually pretty hilarious and the crazy girl roommate will remind you of me.

on our way home i said to fil hey lets go down this alley that smells like someone is smoking PCP in as a shortcut and turned out the smell got stronger and fil thought 1. i must smoke pcp cos i know what it smells like 2. i must have smoked it in this alley before cos we walked right into this stench.

no i have not smoked pcp. it smells like nail polish apparently, my roommate walked in once when i was doing my nails and exclaimed WHO IS SMOKING PCP!? and i said what? then he described the similar smell.

fil asked me how i knew that alley was going to smell like pcp and i said i dunno educated guess cos i could smell whatever it was before we went down the alley and just surmised that the alley would probably smell like it too having no idea that it would be the source of the smell but this explanation wasn’t good enough for fil, we argued about it all the way home. he asked me how many times i had been in that alley and i said once before during the film festival a few years ago.

me: I WAS MAKING A FUCKING JOKE LIKE HA HA LETS GO DOWN THIS DARK ALLEY AND GET MUGGED AND SAY WE DID GET MUGGED AND YOU SAID HOW DID I KNOW THAT WOULD HAPPEN?! I DON’T KNOW! IT WAS A COINCIDENCE. FINE FROM NOW ON I WILL NEVER MAKE JOKES EVER AGAIN COS THEN IF IT HAPPENS YOU WILL THINK I SECRETLY CALLED SOMEONE AND TOLD THEM TO SMOKE PCP/ROB US…ETC.

i thought i was the paranoid one, jeez.

i spoke to ward on the fone last nite for the first time in a long time. he told me about how he was mackin’ some married woman for a week and i said uh weren’t you afraid her husband would find out and murder you and her? and he said no, he’s nerdy looking. i said ward, YOU are nerdy looking. and he said NO I HAVE EARRINGS NOW.

BWAHAHAHAHHA.

sigh.

a video

me and fil have a very nice conversation

come to think of it the only reason my brother made the nintendo club was because he wanted my two dollars. i emailed my dad about the club and he said it was cute and i asked if he was sad that he has two retarded children. he hasn’t responded yet.

i just went and got supreme clientele (ghostface killah) and it is so far my greatest accomplishment this month, possibly in all of 2006. i use to have a burnt copy of it who knows which fucking scavenger-friend took it. i just imagined myself sending a few people some songs off it from itunes and immediately felt extremely greedy and selfish, strange, like i want to keep it all to myself and i don’t want anyone else to hear it, not even fil. sorry. go get your own copy. you will not regret it.

ghostface is the only good thing that came out of wu-tang. oh and maybe some bees.

“in my opinion those who do not like you fall into two categories, stupid, and envious.” – the libertine.

fil was telling me about the club he started when he was seven that was dedicated to saving animals and stuff. he said it cost 50 cents to join and he typed up a bunch of rules for the club. the 50 cents was for administrative costs. haha.

it made me think of the nintendo club my brother and i started once. it cost two dollars to join cos i had two dollars at the time. we invited everyone in our complex. we made elaborate folders and drew pictures of our friends for our file records. my brother was the president and i had a low-ranking position that i don’t remember. no one in the complex was made aware of this club. it disbanded within an hour. i don’t think i even got my two dollars back. that club sucked.