i am sad and emotional like different sad and emotional today from the regular sad and emotional that i always am cos all of my friends and boyfriend are not helping me decide where to have my party i am receiving ZERO emails about it and why the hell should i go to all this trouble alone to plan my birthday FOR THEM TO HAVE FUN if you are my friend and you are reading this YES I MEAN YOU ARE THE ONE NOT HELPING ME.
i can’t believe you are not even planning me a surprise party either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so this is pretty much what is going to happen on my birthday i am going to go somewhere intimate with fil and cry and talk about how all of my friends are assholes every single one!
the only thing that needs to be decided is where to have it and no one is stepping up to the plate NO ONE and i do not want to be the one to make this decision, i decided on the last two blog parties i made the fone calls I ME MEM ME ME it’s my birthday and i don’t want to fucking do it!