to get over my bad mood last nite we pretended to be spies again but kept smirking on the subway and i don’t like it when total strangers are thinking that i am strange or coked-out so we made like we knew each other and then i decided the new spy-game is speaking in codes that don’t make any sense and aren’t suppose to and that led to speaking in poetry/rhyme which lasted 30 seconds and by then i had a couple g/t’s in me and a 50 and things were perking up.

i decided to put out the coolness vibe whilst waiting for my 50 or rather, waiting for fil to get me my 50 and in case you are wondering the coolness vibe means standing alone and leaning against a wall and making it so you are hyperly-unaware of the fact that you are standing alone. pretending to make eye-contact with people beyond the people/persons who glance in your direction when there really are zero people standing beyond the people glancing at you to make eye-contact with is part of putting out the coolness vibe. hmm i smell a raymi’s guide to coolness vibes article on the horizon

i decided that i had a crush on john of in flight safety but changed my mind ten times, his voice is truly beautiful and some of their songs sound like sigur ros. i saw rannie of photojunkie.ca and told him i was jealous that he was nominated for a bunch of bloggies. then my crush on john was over because i felt like he was pitying me for telling him his singing was beautiful when really he was genuine about thanking me for my comment but then he said he does not in fact read my blog (fil told me he did) so bing, crush over.

emm was good and trashed which was nice and the backseat of her car was really wet and i was happy that i sat in all of it. i gave emm a button noel made because i like giving out buttons because i am awkward and don’t know how to talk to people without feeling like i am neurotic so i shove all this stuff at them, here take it AHH leave me alone.

so i extra hate the neighbours cos it sounds like they are renovating and drilling drills through cement and wood and they are probably doing it because they hate me which makes me hate them more though the renovation noises could be comnig from above or below or the other neighbours but still i like to be consistent and direct my hatred towards them.