mark is starving himself and it’s driving thom and i crazy. he’s been doing it since christmas and says he’ll finish around may. he’s totally emaciated and thirty pounds lighter and he wasn’t even fat to begin with. he’s exercising his inner-strength and zen-like whatever and when i talk to him about it and express my frustration he in-turn gets frustrated because he wanted us to be supportive of him. supportive? are you fucking kidding me? so i haven’t been hanging with him much because it’s hard to sit there looking at a skeleton who is stubborn and won’t get help and is starving himself for no fucking reason and also i feel like a house around him so fuck that noise.