so we’re gonna meet up youre wandering around i’ll get on my board you know it’s really not a big deal your friend says i am the only one who can help you and then he calls me a loser, no respect, none. i am emotionally drained. i just need to distance myself a little so you don’t have the wrong impression and i need to get ready for the family shit going on later and i have to clean up my clothes and do something with my life before i get kicked out to that other house, you dig?  i hate being callous but it’s the only way i know right now. 6 months was a long time to take and put up with what i put up with and i’m not saying i’m  the bee’s knees here. you know we are all wrong for one another.

 



 

 i need to better myself. you need to better yourself. i love you and that’s why i have to leave you because it is only getting worse. my feelings have changed. my heart is damaged and needs time to heal. i know you are hurting but there is only so much i can do. you are strong and you know it somewhere inside you is the thought of reason, tap into it, you know how to talk yourself out of this. in the end distance is what you need from me cause it only hurts you more to see me and you know it. i’m trying to do the right thing. please meet me halfway.