ok so i’m back now and you know what i realise, you guys truely fucking hate me and my family and i’m not cool with that. first thing’s first i DO NOT do COCAINE and i DO NOT whore myself and i AM related to jack fucking kerouac and yes i was wrong about when he died and my mum’s birth ok, fucking crucify me you idjits. it’s pretty annoying coming back from a nice holiday from this fucking machine to see such rampant disrespect towards my mother and every nice thing she has to say. she is a wonderful mother and loves me unconditionally despite every destructive thing i have put her and the rest of my family through. you are cruel cruel people who hate yourselves, your lives, your shitty striving for hipster i don’t know whatness and you are all fucking banned. just because you hate me doesn’t mean you have to take it out on my mother for crying out loud. shame on all of you piss-ants. and fuckdick munch who says there is no st. edwards, maybe it was st edmund’s but it’s no matter because it was referred to as teddy’s campus and it’s in summertown, oxford, also spelled sommertown and the program i took was a summer EXCHANGE program taught by teachers from ONTARIO, canada henceforth not available to tiny penis/fat vagina people like you during the regular schooling year.

keeping a blog is easy you think but it’s hard when you know another one exists such as mine and you just can’t take it because nobody gives a shit about you and your life and if i show my tits or my toes or my cat or blythe what does it matter anymore you’re addicted and your hate only breeds more curiosity so what can i do to help you? do you watch movies with the stars that you hate in it? i don’t know and im tired of trying to please everyone.

if i drink and mouth off and show my tits that’s my business really i am very nice and sensitive and people like me so the rest of you fat girls and virgin guys can EAT IT.

and now back to cancun which btw i wasn’t even in and yes i agree that it is so tacky tourist americanized blond gay gay gayness but we did go for one nite and it was fun, to coco bongo. we stayed in a HOLE supposed 4 star plus by mexican standards and that was quite generous mind you, in playa de carmen, which was awesome and yeh dont drink the water in mexico as tanky warned me but you forget about ice cubes and what they wash yer dishes with and everything else so i think i am 5 pounds lighter and i dont even want to think about food or tequila or sol but now i can speak some italian and spanish and im finally tanned not from a bottle and i don’t even feel like smoking pot anymore.

it’s good to be back and to be able to drink my own tap water.

today in mexico it was 40 degrees celsius.

i had enough of the heat baby.

and of the crappy b films on the only 2 english channels. their commercials are like fucking trip out seizure shiznat.

and now i will get a job.