those shoes are so dirty. ok so the red stripe thing didn’t exactly turn out the way it was suppose to. the bleach/dye only took to my roots so i have red roots, about two inches worth in the front and everything else is black. it looks alright i suppose. yesterday my boobs felt bigger than usual. i’m glad the weather is changing. i think i’ll start writing my bookthing again, and make it less crappy, and wah wah i’m miserable and depressed and all i ever do is eat macaroni and do laundry. it’s kinda funny reading shit from the past, pre-nervous breakdown steez and actual diagnosis of bi-polar manic depression, but you/i/they all knew something was severely wrong. so it’ll be funny, in a sad kinda way to start writing again and be all yah, guess what, i AM bi-polar and yes i am still, very, very, messed up.
