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being rich sucks too …ask my exraymi the WASP says:
yahAnt says:
yah yahraymi the WASP says:
everything sucksraymi the WASP says:
thats why you stay in the middleAnt says:
Everything�s greatraymi the WASP says:
and plot it yourselfAnt says:
Haharaymi the WASP says:
which is what i didraymi the WASP says:
but i came from a white collar family, pretty muchraymi the WASP says:
le burbsAnt says:
we all gotta come from somewhereraymi the WASP says:
where eccentricity is bred only within certain familiesraymi the WASP says:
yepraymi the WASP says:
everyone is special and shit
Ant says:
Haraymi the WASP says:
and some are notraymi the WASP says:
you were famous , no?raymi the WASP says:
your reggae stuffAnt says:
oh veryraymi the WASP says:
do you want to do that jamming out shit again?raymi the WASP says:
i can help you.Ant says:
neverraymi the WASP says:
you�re lyingAnt says:
NopeAnt says:
I have done itraymi the WASP says:
so, you do not ever want to play again?raymi the WASP says:
i mean.Ant says:
just for fun.Ant says:
but there is no time.Ant says:
We could play in any city we want…there is no desire.Ant says:
8 people would have to co-incide.Ant says:
not going to happen.raymi the WASP says:
i could set it up.Ant says:
thank god.
raymi the WASP says:
and you can practice here or at my dads pad.raymi the WASP says:
with me n him and others.raymi the WASP says:
and meAnt says:
would rather play with one of my hero’s or in a new bandraymi the WASP says:
he jams too. With his buddy. I�m gonna sing with/for their band thing. Starting anew. A new band with my dad, cool huh? I would do that with you too. I�m a fucking karaoke sensation, and everyone is copying what I did best and that band I use to be in, le neighborhood gang, well, it�s now defunct. Fuck them anyway. Politics,you know. I was meant to be the centre of my own band anyway�
Ant says:
Can�t even smoke weed anymore….raymi the WASP says:
I�m basically inviting you to be my friend again.raymi the WASP says:
and your lady friend too, of course.raymi the WASP says:
but under certain stipulations.Ant says:
OkAnt says:
friends we are.raymi the WASP says:
thank you Big-ant.raymi the WASP says:
for being my friend.raymi the WASP says:
etc. etc�Ant says:
real friendships never have any stipulations.raymi the WASP says:
i mean it.raymi the WASP says:
i know.Ant says:
kraymi the WASP says:
i mean like forget about negative shitraymi the WASP says:
past thingsraymi the WASP says:
i can�t talk about it all the time.raymi the WASP says:
as it comes up, only.Ant says:
Gotcharaymi the WASP says:
a lot of traumatic things happened to me as a result of trying to help too, too many people in Toronto. I had to learn how to get out of that scene on my own.raymi the WASP says:
it was my fault not leaving soonerraymi the WASP says:
and/or getting involved in other people�s dramas.Ant says:
you invited it …you won�t get any sympathy from me.
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I tried to be a knight, in shining armor for my wife…MY FAULT.raymi the WASP says:
i know.raymi the WASP says:
i heard, rather.Ant says:
my fault my kids don’t have a daddy in the house.raymi the WASP says:
my friend tim told meraymi the WASP says:
nice things about youraymi the WASP says:
he really likes youAnt says:
yeah he’s a good duderaymi the WASP says:
it�s not your faultraymi the WASP says:
everraymi the WASP says:
that�s what nihilism israymi the WASP says:
likeAnt says:
of course it is….we make our choicesAnt says:
Hahraymi the WASP says:
rightraymi the WASP says:
but the mistake part israymi the WASP says:
the choiceraymi the WASP says:
onlyraymi the WASP says:
but is it a mistake, really?Ant says:
well I have 2 bootiful boys, so noraymi the WASP says:
rightAnt says:
but u know what I meanraymi the WASP says:
you can always look at it from a different perspective, i learned.raymi the WASP says:
bad things happenraymi the WASP says:
then good stuff happensraymi the WASP says:
as a resultraymi the WASP says:
I�ve become sharperAnt says:
no sitting around, blaming my childhood, and my parents, and my friends and ,,and, and�raymi the WASP says:
as a result of bad things, basically too, like youraymi the WASP says:
rightraymi the WASP says:
and I am able to be happy againAnt says:
Overcome the angry by non-anger;
overcome the wicked by goodness;
overcome the miser by generosity;
overcome the liar by truth.raymi the WASP says:
because I�m not flying around the world anymoreraymi the WASP says:
that�s some kind of zenraymi the WASP says:
where did u get that fromraymi the WASP says:
some random jargon of inspirationraymi the WASP says:
i like jammin� music too.raymi the WASP says:
marleyraymi the WASP says:
when it�s hot out and the sun and the water and tress…beaches�raymi the WASP says:
they cook ital foods, they as in Jamaicans.raymi the WASP says:
style.Ant says:
It�s a Buddhism saying.raymi the WASP says:
mobay = montego bayAnt says:
very italAnt says:
Hehraymi the WASP says:
they go by the sun and by the godsraymi the WASP says:
and that�s even howraymi the WASP says:
they um,raymi the WASP says:
fucking plant the gardensraymi the WASP says:
that grow the seeds that they make their own bread and fruits and shit that they eat.raymi the WASP says:
…etc etc they don�t eat shit though. Maybe they do?Ant says:
Here�s another good one.Ant says:
If a man going down into a river,
swollen and swiftly flowing,
is carried away by the current —
how can he help others across?raymi the WASP says:
i read this book you must read by russel banks and it�s called rule of the bone. Read it.raymi the WASP says:
they can step on his bloated carcass.raymi the WASP says:
hahahaha.Ant says:
lol
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my favorite of all timeAnt says:
Irrigators regulate the rivers;
fletchers straighten the arrow shaft;
carpenters shape the wood;
the wise control themselves.Ant says:
whores suck cock.Ant says:
and fuck.raymi the WASP says:
is that what it meansAnt says:
har har.raymi the WASP says:
i couldn�t figure it out some fag is trying to talk to me on msn.Ant says:
It�s all about control.Ant says:
There is no such thing as depression.raymi the WASP says:
i agreeraymi the WASP says:
but, there is such a thing as depression.raymi the WASP says:
as well.raymi the WASP says:
we can argue any subject.raymi the WASP says:
i can write essays in my fucking head now.raymi the WASP says:
and maths.raymi the WASP says:
i was a valedistorienne.raymi the WASP says:
haha.raymi the WASP says:
kindergarden – grade 8raymi the WASP says:
religious schooling shit, nahmean?raymi the WASP says:
I am thinking of getting more sacraments. Heh.raymi the WASP says:
or something.raymi the WASP says:
divorces in america are way worse, ant.raymi the WASP says:
WAY!raymi the WASP says:
there is more money at stake.raymi the WASP says:
i was in cali you know.Ant says:
try and find a study that depression has been proven to exist clinically…there isn’t oneAnt says:
not than mineAnt says:
its got everythingAnt says:
it would shock springer.raymi the WASP says:
well kiddoraymi the WASP says:
im depressedraymi the WASP says:
clinicallyraymi the WASP says:
and bipolarAnt says:
yeah yeahraymi the WASP says:
that�s a chemical imbalanceAnt says:
hang on i’ll send you somethingraymi the WASP says:
i know it better than youAnt says:
no proofraymi the WASP says:
no offenseraymi the WASP says:
ill prove anythingAnt says:
Okraymi the WASP says:
ive proven it to 40 doctors at south uclaraymi the WASP says:
psyche wardraymi the WASP says:
i was placedAnt says:
haha
raymi the WASP says:
under a 72raymi the WASP says:
hour holdAnt says:
You�re badly behaved�raymi the WASP says:
they thought i had a secret stashraymi the WASP says:
of amphetaminesraymi the WASP says:
they fucking strapped me down like a lab monkey, wrist/ankle restraints you know�Ant says:
my wife did …of Dexedrineraymi the WASP says:
and stabbed me with a needle in my left hipthing near my ass kinda, I was screaming and crying and all this shit� I didn�t get it at the time. I thought it was a joke.raymi the WASP says:
you are incorrectraymi the WASP says:
u are under-informedraymi the WASP says:
its not until you go to the states, to the westraymi the WASP says:
and experience the most traumatic of experiencesraymi the WASP says:
only thenAnt says:
yes called boredomraymi the WASP says:
you are allowed to make statementsAnt says:
Boredomraymi the WASP says:
likeraymi the WASP says:
“depression and clincally…” in the same sentence, not existingraymi the WASP says:
bipolar, stems from depressionraymi the WASP says:
boredomraymi the WASP says:
thatsa copoutraymi the WASP says:
gimme another reason as to why you believe depressionraymi the WASP says:
is non-existing, off the top of yer headraymi the WASP says:
illraymi the WASP says:
brbraymi the WASP says:
im backraymi the WASP says:
did you google a reason yet??raymi the WASP says:
hehehraymi the WASP says:
remember, you cant blame anythingAnt says:
Brbraymi the WASP says:
you cant blame boredom, from suburbia, you cant blame your parents for living in suburbiaraymi the WASP says:
and you cant blame suburbiaraymi the WASP says:
you cant blame the globe, and nothingraymi the WASP says:
this is what nirvana is, finding it, being one, and nothing, trulyraymi the WASP says:
im typing this live as i think it in my head, this quickly, with and or without gramatical errorsraymi the WASP says:
and, neglection ofraymi the WASP says:
syntax, whatraymi the WASP says:
have youNever give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.
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gotta goAnt says:
u freakAnt says:
speak to u laterraymi the WASP says:
freak?raymi the WASP says:
dont ever fucking call me that againraymi the WASP says:
i mean itraymi the WASP says:
byeAnt says:
ok freakAnt says:
i mean luvraymi the WASP says:
thats betterAnt says:
[emoticon that has the smiley face guy except he is not smiling, his eyes are big like white dinner plates and he has tiny black dots for eyes in the middle of the dinnerplate eyes and his lips are a thin straight line and he looks like he is exasperated maybe but also wide eyed which helps raymi remember that she needs to blink more and type faster and stuff and move onto some other thing on le internet. K bye.]raymi the WASP says:
even betterraymi the WASP says:
freak is a general term used to describe extraordinary peopleraymi the WASP says:
or sad peopleraymi the WASP says:
whateverraymi the WASP says:
don�t do itraymi the WASP says:
basicallyAnt says:
Kraymi the WASP says:
some people are hypersensitive. Some of the time.raymi the WASP says:
k bye.Ant says:
lates’
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