sober psycho nite last nite

even though fil had pints at lunch.

we couldn’t agree on a movie to see (rilah we will burn through that gift card yet don’t you worry) so we saw nothing, fil didn’t want to go down to paramount where we could have seen harold and kumar (why i don’t know)(ALSO i think we could have used my gift card at the bar there so there’s that covered) and i didn’t want to see iron man (yet guys, yet, don’t lecture me about this movie what’s premise looks no different than hulk or any other marvel movie but mostly hulk)(ps. i’m basically getting aunt flo today so you know what my delicate state is like) and fil doesn’t want to see any other movie at varsity even though it is my turn to choose the movie we see also hello it’s MY gift card, ungh. so we stayed in watched antm and rock of love and then i started feeling antsy and stir crazy and wanted to go out to do something and fil turned it into a big drinking metaphor and snapped at me for turning on my computer and the nite went to shit. we toyed over going out or just staying in the more i whined and felt like YOU DON’T GET WHAT I AM SAYING then finally said nah forget it lets just stay in as it was close to 11 by then. i’m so bitter over it i don’t even want to do anything tonite. then we watched tv and i read my stupid book and couldn’t fall asleep til 2 anyway.

i met with syd yesterday to give her the argyle sweater and i took her picture on this tree bench and some fat white bald guy walking by with pizza barks at me be careful it’s a tree (yeah i know idiot) like clearly it is a goddamn tree and don’t talk to me annex! what was i going to lift it up over my head and throw it into traffic?

if you need me i will be fuming on the couch.