i’m trying to get through pumpkin right now, but it’s pretty terrible in a so fucking boring sort of way. last nite at the movie store i said to fil hey should we rent pumpkin and he said what is it a movie about her (christina ricci) head?

i showed up at my old apartment to get some mail and this new tenant didn’t believe that i actually use to live there, my cousin is never there so i had to dig through piles and piles of mail for mine and i still didn’t find what i was looking for, so. pissed. off.

i don’t have much to say these days other than extremely negative things -> bad mood.

bah.

i made fil watch water world last nite and he did not enjoy it so much but i did. i think i might put comments back up. last nite at the movie store this girlhag came in, the same one who put her friend’s phone number in fil’s back pocket last winter that i screamed HE’S MY BOYFRIEND SO FUCK OFF! at, anyway she walks into the movie store talking on her cellfone super loud and my blood pressure and rageahol started to rise, her dog pisses on the floor and she is wearing an entire bottle of perfume and she made this big deal out of talking to the movie store guy like excuse me everyone in the store, i know this guy personally, i just want you to know that.

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urge to kill rising.

i can’t wait to see this film. i read the book when it first came out, i think i was about 16 and i’ve read it at least ten times. fuck ya!

yesterday we hung out with samir. samir talks a lot. erin was there too. her friend showed up and immediately corrected samir. that was funny.

best dolls ever.

i watched ella enchanted yesterday and i quite enjoyed it. last nite was fuuuucked. meeting up with samir and sharpie later. i’m glad fil has his own laptop now with wireless, we’re being nicer to each other. the guy at hmv who cashed me out was super nice and chirpy it made me uncomfortable and feel unworthy like hello don’t you know how mean i am?! samir says i should put my comments back up cos it’s been long enough but i don’t know if i am ready yet.

i joined this nerdy messageboard last nite cos i found some people shit-talking me so i zinged them all and then made friends with them. i’m so cool.

i bought the new madonna cd. the inside sleeve is like ten pages worth of madonna photos in that leotard doing stretches and poses, such a waste of paper. i can totally see myself out on the town talking to some whoever and hung up comes on and i’m like I CAN’T TALK RIGHT NOW I’M DANCING!

the santa claus parade just rolled on past. it began at 9 am. i wasn’t at all annoyed. best hangover party EVER! it’s totally true that born to be wild is the most festive song!

“bitch, you is a ho and so is your aunt.”