The Stella Raymi Show
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Stella got her groove back! Humans mouths are vaginas and dog’s mouths are penises. TRUE.
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hi beautiful.
i just wanted to reach out again, to tell you your blog is getting me through another difficult turn in life. its the little things that count right now, and your blog is providing a good distraction for me at night when i cant sleep and keeping me entertained and putting a grin on my face. I don’t know if you will remember, I wrote you a few yrs ago telling you the same thing, because i was in an accident and was in a wheelchair for some time. Now, I am going through a very similar situation, only my husband is the one who is hurt. He fell off of a roof on thursday and so we are going through the process again. no one ever said life is fair, but it is hard at the simplest of times. I dont want to be a downer, in this msg. just want to tell you how your blog helps in ways you dont even know. xo xo xo
aw of course i remember you and your story lisa. you guys are clumsy! j/k. im sorry your beautiful husband is hurt, you be strong, i know you are, thanks for reaching out i love to hear from you. any time doll im here. whats the healing period goin to be in length? you poor poor things. thinking of you and if i can help in any way let me know! xoxo your friend lauren
no kidding, we are clumsy. neither of us have ever broken a bone, actually, and when we have we end up disabled. what the fuck, right. i appreciate you even remembering me. It is going to be a long recovery. we are going back to the hospital tomorrow morning, its in toronto where he was admitted (we are in barrie) So we will find out more tomorrow.. but he has shattered both of his feet, and fractured his wrist, so he only has use of his left hand for awhile (and he is a righty) He’ll be immobile for atleast 6 months up to a year they said.. I just feel like we are in a nightmare right now, yet grasping at the positives.. our 20’s have really sucked. our 30’s will be the biggest party ever. we are getting the fuck out of here when this is over and moving to the ocean in nova scotia. i really appreciate you reaching out. if i can just be in touch once in awhile to vent, or talk, that would mean a lot to me.. i have no doubt we will weather another storm. and this time around we have surrounded ourselves with more positive people than we had a few years ago. also, i am sorry i am all over the map in this msg, my head is in a million places. i really just wanted to thank you for you & your blog. honestly, really you dont know how it helps. and thank you. xo
also, i want to say because i never commented really, i am so sorry to hear about your identiy theft problem you have on your hands. i cant even imagine how that must feel. It makes me feel sick so i can’t imagine how you feel about it. that is really disturbing. catfish is actually one of my favorite documentries, becuase it is just so twisted. i hope you get things settled and worked out. xo
oh i treasure our little e-friendship very much i just got misty eyed, lisa you have been a great friend and help in bringing me up in dark times or in times of celebration you write and say, yes kid, that was well done and bravo and it makes me feel very good.
yesterday at dinner i said to teacher, everything is fine, i am exhausted and relieved coming out of last week but it’s hard sitting here with a feeling of dread knowing that psychotic people are trolling me and trashing me this very second, every positive thing I do and accomplish is blanketed with nasty negative mean abusive things, it takes the little energy and confidence i had to trick myself into facing my fears and doing things and fucks with you. my “chi” is fucked with daily and i know it will be fucked before its fucked with so I carry that with me every day, of my life. Luckily I am a fluke of nature human being who can take it and my crazy/creativity/antics and positive clique of surrounding people help cushion and protect me from such horrible people.
Your messages are grounding is what I mean and if you want me to meet up with you while you are in the big smoke I would be more than happy to oblige if I can make the time.
xo Raymbo Bright
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Damn She is hot. Blog Slave said, yeah, she IS Jessica Rabbit. Totally! How is this not Burlesque? A troll has surfaced, About time! Teacher called it the SUCCESS/TROLL SCALE like CRAZY/HOT RATIO. It’s annoying. Part of me wants to say think of me as a business not a human being and you will “get it” either way, I don’t know how people bother to focus their energies on others who are doing well for themselves or just legitimately doing their own thing. There are SO many young successful women in this city in my field, all over, doing shit, if I focused my energies being jealous of them all the time I would never get anything done also I know I am unique and not in competition with any of them, I am the ************* I don’t notice til days later when someone chimes up about it, starts talking shit for no reason. I do what I love and I love what I do! Now lets hold hands and dance in a circle now.
