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k so where were we then? yesterday i was squirrely. today i am squirrely from being squirrely yesterday. your brain is constantly whirling as a blogger you put your attention and focus in so many different directions daily. ka-blammo.

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the raymi pose. the raymi charlatan. don’t worry, one day we’ll have a nice juicy coffeetable book detailing all this stupid shit organized, thorough, articulate, awe-inspiring and guilty pleasure-ridden.

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wonder how many people look in on my world and hate themselves for it thinking they should be hating me cos i said something to piss them off once (lots) yet they read and read and oh look nipple poking through a shirt ugh barf at her.

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like i said, i bought four shirts. so we had to see them all.

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in a bachelor apartment on the edge of the world of parkdale the very last unit of the last building. i shouldn’t have been there. i also should have been there.

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i woke up there having an anxiety attack. they come on from not enough sleep, stress, my period, or heat. the apartment was swelteringly hot. i lay there doing lamaz class style breathing and used my mental super powers to rid the panic attack away. considered canceling my tmr session. anxiety makes you think you can’t do things. i powered through.

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i had some anxiety today too. all that nudity i do, and am about to be posting more of, it affects you. i wrestle with it in my head, knowing who reads this just, i have to just forget about it. the city thinks i’m insane right? i can’t do anything about that anymore but feed into it.

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that mirror has a greatly positioned smudge. looks like i got spanked around though.

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the D butt is winning. sometimes in the past i posted bubble butt pics of my rear and nay sayers said i ain’t got no ass nice try though. anything to deflect and take away from you, they do it. applaud it you asshole don’t you want to see more of it? lady gaga is bare-assed constantly.

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when she came out about weed “for artistic purposes” or whatever i said SEE mom and my mom goes yeah for her ART ONLY um blahaha and what the crap do you think i am doing over here? cutting out snowflakes? fuckin finger paintins? puh-leaze. go back three years to when i was an exclusive drunk and have a read. little more comatose. buh-oring.

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i had an interesting phone chat today. it was like my ego got a rub n tug.

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and my dreams, a happy ending finish. ahahhahaha. you can see a copy of dear raymi on the left there. best offer can have it. signed.

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i’ve been using this on my hand. i am addicted. i’ve been slathering it everywhere actually. i’m softer than i’ve ever been before this is like, the making of an escort be careful if you use vitmain e it might make you extremely conceited.

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my face? garbage dump in this photo but my hand, total hand model what’s up eh? fantastic. oh that’s right my nails ARE sponsored. dirt off shoulder.

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i just had to get daytime drunk to deal with this pile i’ve been pushing aside on the floor all over my room for 2.5 days now. catch-up stress is something powerful. the want to right everything immediately yet escape from it and get trashed. avoidance. story of muh life.

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how much more darling am i now that i have little diamond earrings? ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW! buy me new ones please i want crazy feathers and all the stuff i have missed out on. i am a girl now.

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a grandma girl. new hot look. grandmas SS11.

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i’m a stud now again. look out lesbians at the beaver and the spill-over ones at gladstone.

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albino iris kurt cobainer.

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this would be amazing if my face wasn’t a big giant jug.

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i just totally rolled my eyes at myself.

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now i just ooh la la’d at myself.

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leah face. past babysitter and aaron’s older sister and then my co-worker at home hardware aka familia.

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no i’m innocent i swear face.

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half price fajita date.

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it’s like they all read my blog somedays.

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*prrink* (nip squeeze pinch sound effect).

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notice how my bag matches my boots. both cherry red. or oxblood? that’s an older h and m bag i unearthed. s madden bag is gargantuan and too security blanky.

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my favourite shitty date bar serveress was on deck last night. love her.

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she likes me too.

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the bread dip omgzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

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he was 25. just turned. i asked. he gasped. i had a wiped memory of everything about him. we began talking about november so we finally nailed down meeting.

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being the older woman. hmmm. i saw him melt midway through dinner. uh oh.

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i am a mess five times over i did the back peddle as we walked along queen. i like him though. i say no more.

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i did say the i am not going to lead you on hall of famer though.

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a sign. from above. i said did you notice the pin ups downstairs when you went? he sad no. no? you pass this wall how can you miss an entire wall?

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ok then.

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i had to show my id to get in his building where he lives with students he used to go here. it was icing on the cake tribute to reminding me i am older. my id is expired. i was nervous. it was like road trip the dormitories lobby all the student babysitter nerds i swear and we heard his roommate come in partying next door and i also heard retching and a lot of flushing in the other direction. amazing.

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how fantastic is this view though? so good. so high up. no wonder he hasn’t left.

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and the window overlooknig this you can sit in like a bubble over the huge gotham foggy sky waiting to see the bat signal.

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ok gotta speed this up i’m fading. i tackled my laundry. i have to make coffee.

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it’s nice to be a tourist in your own city.

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look at me. stay away boys. don’t give in.

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nuuuuhhhhh—-oooooooo! i told you i tried i really did.

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ahh y’all fucked now.

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who doth go there?

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do you guys even care anymore?

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a travesty. i had a teeny nibble. i was repulsed. tried to make us sit down in the food court dungeon of eaton’s center. uh no. i was getting gritchy at this point, phone dying, obsessing about laundry mountain and a job to do.

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what’s up cp24 :( hahah nice nose thanks a lot bangs.

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thanks for the faux rays though babe. raymi ray bans. the product endorsement possibilities oh just so many. a popular soft drizzle emailed yours truly just now. we’ll see what happens. they said i am cutting edge.

mmmhmmm that’s what’s up now!

i love you but i have to leave you.

17 thoughts on “overheard herding nerds”

  1. Here’s a long one
    I bought those type of glasses and you said they didn’t suite me

    the comment about lady gaga is that she smokes sometimes when she is writing her songs

    As for the panic attacks
    this is well known about what makes them worse or brings them on
    too much caffine
    not eating regular meals
    not enough sleep
    drinking/pot

    I’m glad you have figured out how to breath through them. Its a very affective method of calming down.
    So is self talk
    knowing you are having one,saying that its not going to kill you, it will soon pass,etcetc

  2. ah, I was just about to blog about panic attacks. mind meld. thank YOU!

    um, as a certain song I love goes, “I think your ass looks delicious…”

  4. raymi i can totally relate about the panic attacks.

    do you think you would ever do a how-to pull off platinum blonde entry or at least maybe give some insight into how differently you are treated with blonde hair vs. dark hair?

    anyway, i got my raymi blog fix for the day. thanks for the new posts.

  5. Fuck can you believe it is still raining out there. Great post I remember what is was like to a young man of 25 making my moves on the more experienced ladies thinking I was a smooth motherfucker(Turns out I was just being used for my innocence but that worked for me)Once i was at a birthday party for a friend(she was older and a stylist) chatted up a friend of hers in a loud bar and through some slight miss-communication she ended up thinking I was a stylist too. By the time i figured that out it was to far along to back out.Needless to say a had to learn to do a quick trim to keep the charade going. Oh to be young and full of piss and vinegar

    As for anxiety attacks last year went through a couple of weeks when I thought i was dying everyday and as for what brought it on Stress:yes to much caffeine : yes sporadic eating: yes not enough sleep: yes but drinking and pot I had quit. Turns out drinking and smoking pot were my cure. Thats one point for intoxication.

    Big Up’s
    Rebly

  6. oh yeah i was in h&m the other day and i saw those long jumpsuits but the material was strange. whenever i go to h&m i see all kinds of stuff and i wonder who can pull off those looks then i think of you. you could definitely pull off pretty much anything at h&m, no?

  7. ooops forgot to add this — I aspire to have a bum as cute as yours. is it just natural great genetics or do you do a lot of bum exercises?

  13. also
    people who have frequent panic attacks who go on a low dose antidepressant find the attacks just disappear

    so stress, depression,genetics & chemical imbalances bring them on
    but a short term dose of antidepressants will take them away when you are sick of dealing with them all the time

    pot & alchol just mask if for awhile but doesn’t make it go away, just worsens it with more chemical imbalance

  15. lol you’re right you do talk about the blonde change.

    i’m jealous of your genetics. i work out and my bum doesn’t look that good. so tragic :(

    i do agree with you on h&m — some of that stuff should never have been designed at all. it wouldn’t look good on anyone.

  17. Sorry I’m being a late commenter, had lots of catching up to do…glad your burn is getting better, and your hiney is spectacular.
    also, tell your mom that antidepressants don’t make panic attacks disappear :) I’ve been on one for a year and still get them allll the time. Last one was two days ago on my way to the salon. Colorist was kind enough not to mention or ask why my roots were all sweaty as she did my foils.
    I think people are just born prone to anxiety or not. Might as well get drunk.

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