LIVE COUCH BLOGGING

i had a panic attack and barfed three times from my chinese food and now i am at home and everyone is there and i got my first death threat today happy fucking 9/11.

this is a goddamn nitemare i feel like such a flake and that karaoke host is a total pinhead i said please say on the mic that i have food poisoning he goes i don’t like saying those things i say um why he says PROFESSIONALISM.

dude you are from oshawa and we are in a faux-punk bar GET OVER YOURSELF.

im sorry everyone this sucks so much i tried to keep it together as long as possible i at least didn’t cry til i walked in the door here.

but you should still go out cos everyone’s there partying away.

that chinese food was a bad idea, didn’t eat all day, felt fineish all day then i started thinking about tonite and…then i read this psychotic comment, whoever left it better have used a proxy or they are super fucked, i’m getting police involved.

there will also be more toilet visits in store for me tonite.

PUMPED

ps warren and his band are super awesome guys, warren i think might even be as funny as i am, i bet he is so glad he chose me for tonite haha.

this is the threat thing that was said, i wasn’t sure if it could be considered a direct threat cos it’s purposely written in a round about manner to get away with it, but warren says it IS a threat and he’s going to send it to some police cops. it’s just one line from a two paragraph comment because i linked to a picture i took of the wtc burning in a relevant forum.

raymi is the nathan barley of parkdale except everyone in the world hates her and wants to smush her guts out with a gun.

well i guess i can safely make my thank you speech cos you can’t see me blubbering right now, sigh, thanks everyone for coming out, next time will be better and i won’t be super hungover or stay out all hours the nite before mixing every drink in the universe.

fil keeps giving me updates, all my friends/you guys are there, i am so miserable and sad right now and other words for sad too. i wish so badly we didn’t go out last nite like i didn’t want to.