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chlo says i have to do this, i say, everyday it’s like 6 things raymi, more like 6579545987 things raymi, and what can be said that already hasn’t been beaten to death? i’ll try, i may repeat myself, oh well.
6 things
1. i shave my eyebrows because i am a pansy and i can’t take pain, and i still plan on delivering an instructional video highlighting the crazy what is my beauty regime and maintenance. the more you tell me not to do something, the more i do it. shaving hurts nobody, you’re the retards wasting money and time on waxing, not me.
2. i’m going to new orleans at the end of march
3. on my birthday we’re filming a movie starring me based on me so if you have any questions you want answered/included, or music, email me. i am apprehensive of this film and overwhelmed and elated by it, trying to decide if it will hurt or help me. this was the good news i spoke of not too long ago.
4. i feel really old
5. i feel lonely all the time (it’s ok though) (i really shouldn’t have done this today during this ’bout of blue wave) and i feel like a failure and everyday i try to write something meaningful, and the moments those thoughts come to me i never write them down and then i hate myself for it. i feel very isolated from everyone in the world sometimes.
6. here’s a song i wrote a few weeks ago, don’t steal it, despite it being the most cliche piece of shit ever, it is MY cliche piece of shit.
song
a lonely day i spent today
a lonely day it was i say
and all day long
i sat i stayed
all by myself
this lonely day
i looked outside my window pane
again again
i watched the rain
i saw the day it turned to night
the stars they were so aw’fly bright
i knew you wouldn’t come to me
and still i sat
smiling
a lonely day it was today
and though it was a lonely day
i did enjoy it
all the same
