remember last year all i ever put up were pictures of me hungover what the hell?

my nose is especially big in this picture i was trying to capture the beautiful essence of my hair can’t do it this morning as last nite was suicidal sober nite.

we have relatives from england in town i am sort of freaking out over what to wear, something conservative (pfft yeah like i own conservative clothing) yet hip but we are going to be sitting in the sun all afternoon so it has to be loose and breathy, fuck, i might have to wear a bra i have some ideas but all those conservative clothes are too big for me now, and they have to see me looking skinny cos last time they saw me i was likely twenty pounds heavier and this one girl is 16 i haven’t seen her since she was 2 (she doesn’t remember me and has only seen me through pictures where i am drunk laughing and have ten chins and have beady witch eyes and pale skin cos relatives don’t know how to use digital cameras) and she has to think i am cool so i have to please everyone sigh. i hope she’s not at that snotty teenager oh god you are such a loser nerd 24 year old stage cos i definitely can’t bust out any of my dick jokes that would win her over what do teenagers like these days emo shit i have to go look at muchmusic’s website now SIGH.

oh i have that ill scarlett cd someone at sony tell me right now if it is appropriate or will i get cool points i know i will be like here you go apparently they are cool right now like i don’t give a care and my dad will sigh really loud.

oh there is also an extra aqualung cd kicking around here good thing i just looked at their myspace here you go this band is a really big canadian band uh they’re from the uk? right ok. oh wait nevermind i’m keeping it i like this music.

update oh shit i just went to ill scarlett’s myspace which is basically just an ad for the cd holy offensive headache ps. one of the band members has dreadlocks this is going to go over well.

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before i met my ex bf he made me this song to help brainwash me into being his gf i don’t think i ever linked it, it’s pretty good, i was 17, what a pedo heh.

here listen:

minyx soup.

he spelled minx wrong, we fought about it then i gave up.

here are the lyrics:

once upon a time there was a cool red minx
just a baby
too young to order drinks
her sweet smile drives me wild
in a sick little fuck me (?)
sweet red hair everywhere
i play the fool but i don’t care

raymi raymi drive me crazy
raymi raymi drive me crazy