STRAWBERRY BLOND – ron sexsmith video, nxne.

if you see the teaser ads for next week’s cntm episode you can see me and fil! i am again wearing the green/black striped sweater and my high tan boots, and fil is to my right, your left. it’s playing every 4 seconds on city pulse.

i bought new pants at h&m today and i am 2 sizes smaller! i grabbed what i normally try on which usually fit but look fucked up, too much material in the vag inner-thigh area and dumpy on the side thigh basically, everything legs excessive material. all of my weight goes to my love handles so i am a pear. i gave up trying on pants at h&m for 1.5 years cos it makes me depression spiral city, today i thought i would give it a go and i grabbed a biggie pair and it was a tent, so i went out and picked two more pairs in smaller sizes, tentatively thinking oh i’m defs gonna be the next size down only. wrong.

h&m’s sizes are smaller and meant to make you feel like a hippo i guess. anyway i’m slated right now so i dunno be prepped to read a ton of pants poetry.

oh lisa, i saw the dress you described and i REALLY wanted it. i haven’t seen anyone wearing it. no matter, i always heed thee blog advice. so no chevron stripe for me. i mean

hello crazy ontario weather today! we went to the burbs for some biz to take care of and fuck, trees down all over, where is helen hunt when you need her?

speaking of poetry, more poetry slams war graffiti. if you have been following, this all began when i scribbled POETRY SLAMS = SINGLE FOREVS. on the wall of an annex bathroom that hosts spoken word, poetry slams, music geek instrument blowjob nights i dunno, and so, people took the bait, finally, with some goading. my side is winning, of course. i can tell by the script that i am arguing mostly with the same person.

this is the script that keeps popping up.

also this one, they like to say GET A JOB as their argument. funny.

oh, but of course your mom’s new age “wacky” friend myrtle chimes in. i was going to X it out and write GO HOME but i think i’ll save the vegan war for a different stall.

good one, ugly.

i said that. first cuss word in the whole thing i fear it will all be wiped off.

i said that too. just in case the nerds forget that they are the problem not the solution.