ok i am being neurotic and anal and recording myself reading part of marketable depression my heart is racing i am so gay is there allowed to be music in the background or is that WAY more embarrassing? i feel like i am going on a first date holy diarrhea maybe i should just write about my apocalyptic nightmare instead?
*ok i did one i can’t listen to it though it makes me want to put my head into a wall fil is going to listen to it when he gets home.
