now i am going to talk about spam. normally my gmail receives 20-70 pieces daily, fair enough. but i just noticed one minute after deleting a few spam messages it jumped to fucking 376 WHAT THE FUCK!?

i am done talking about spam now.

i caught part of this show called fanatical last nite on tv tropolis whatever that station is anyway this lady wrote fan fiction based on the characters from queer as folk and in every story she wrote the two dudes fall in love the end. she said her site gets 1000 hits daily and i yelled at the tv HAHA LADY MY SITE GETS DOUBLE THAT AND I DO HALF AS MUCH WORK AS YOU.

then i felt like a complete loser for feeling better than a housemom who writes fantasy stories about gay guys. then i felt even worse, like mean, cos she was saying how she has friends all over the world cos of her fan fict. site and i think it’s sweet that she has friends on the internet.

wow i have problems.

tomorrow there is the cliks show we will be going to. they do a cover of jt’s cry me a river and they sort of sound like no doubt when their music was honest, ska-ish good time fun, oh and the singer use to be a girl. think about that. anyway i want to get hit on by lesbians. it’s at supermarket.

by the way i have been retardedly crabby all day, well, retarded AND crabby cos i haven’t eaten anything and for some reason decided that doing this on day 1 period was cool and i could speed up time magically to when fil gets home and we can go out to eat, the minutes spent waiting for food at the table will be spent in grumpy silence until i am a real person again.